He's the one {ON HOLD}

Chapter Four: Anger and Love

I woke up slowly, opening my eyes only to have my vision blinded by a bright light. I opened and closed my eyes drowsily and saw a doctor holding a flashlight.

Apparently I was in the hospital, couldn't seem to remember anything that happened. All I remembered was.. Hayden, his panicked expression and his t-shirt damp with water.

"Alexandria."

"Alexandria."

"Alexandria."

Someone kept calling my name, their voice seeming so distant. I didn't know who the voice belonged to though.. Why was there a stranger here?

I rubbed my eyes to find a doctor in front me.

"Where am I?" I said.

"You're in the hospital. Your brother brought you here, it seems that if he hadn't brought you here as fast as he did you might have died." The doctor said.

"Is-Is he here? I need to see him." I said.

"He's not here, he left an hour ago."

I felt tears in my eyes. Why would Hayden just leave me alone in a hospital?

"When can I leave?" I asked.

"Well as soon as someone can pick you up." The doctor said.

A nurse came into the room and left with the doctor. As soon as they left I got up from the bed and put my back towards the door; blocking anyone from getting in. I sat on the ground and cried to myself silently.

How could Hayden just leave me here? Was he mad at me? There were millions of questions left unanswered as I sat there crying.

I found my phone and called Kayley's house.

"Hello?" a woman answered.

"Um, Hi. Is Kayley there? It's All-" I stopped my words "It's Alexandria."

"Um yes she's here, I'll go get her."

"Ok. Thank you."

After waiting out the longest 5 minutes of my life, Kayley finally picked up the phone and spoke.

"Alexandria what do you want?" Kayley asked, her tone of voice showing she was frustrated.

"Can your mom come pick me up at the hospital?" I asked nervously, I wasn't sure she'd do it after the way she was the other day.

"Um sure which hospital are you in?" Kayley asked. I mentally sighed with relief, thank God, I wouldn't have to call Hayden.

"St.Jasper's hospital." I said.

"Ok, she's going to be there in a little while." Kayley quickly finished, hanging up the phone.

What, not even a what's up? Why are you in hospital? Are you okay? Where on Earth had my caring best friend gone?

I found my clothes on the floor and put them on. I fixed my hair up into a neat ponytail letting my bangs fall over my heated forehead and cover my grey eyes. I blow the blonde strands away from my mouth and they stick to my sweaty cheek. I hated my hair colour, I always wanted my hair brown and black but Mother would never let me dye the blonde out of my hair.

An hour dragged by before Kayley's mother finally came to the hospital.

"Oh my, Alexandria. Are you all right? You look so pale!" Kayley's mother worried.

"Yes. I'm alright  Mrs.Summers." I said.

"Ok, let's get you home." Kayley's mother took my arm and lead me out of the haunting hospital.

As soon as I got home I rushed to Hayden's room.

I opened the door and there was Hayden, sitting on the edge of the bed. Hayden looked up at me for a second then looked back down at the floor.

"Hayden? Are you mad at me?" I said quietly.

No response. I tried fighting back the tears.

"Hayden, please talk to me. I can't stand this anymore!" I said started to cry.

"A-Alexandria. You have no clue how I feel about that little stunt you pulled! I've lost enough people in my life and you're all I've got left, you know what losing you would do to me! I'm trying so hard to be a good brother, but you make it seem like it's bullshit! Ever since Mom and Dad left us alone I have always sacrificed myself for you! When you did what you did this morning it made me feel like you don't care about anything!" Hayden yelled.

I ran upstairs and locked myself in my room. I cried for hours. How could Hayden say that about me? Did I really hurt him that bad? Whatever it was, I knew it was my fault.

I changed into my PJ's and fell onto my bed. I tried sleeping but I couldn't.

The scene of Hayden and his words played over and over in my head, and it shocked me. How could he say that I don't care about anything? I began to cry again. I heard a knock at the door.

"Ally?" Hayden called quietly.. softly.

I didn't respond.

"Can I come in? I need to talk to you."

"Why should I let you? So you can scream all you want at me and all I'll do is sit there and cry?! Fuck no Hayden! You said that I don't give a shit about anything and that really did hurt me! How could you even say that?!" I yelled.

I started crying and didn't want to see or hear Hayden anymore. Hayden opened the door and sat next to me on my bed.

"Get away from me Hayden!" I cried.

"No, I hurt you and that's not ok. I was just shocked that you did that." Hayden said.

"W-"

"No! Let me finish. I'm sorry for yelling at you. I don't ever want to hurt you like that ever again. You're my sis and you don't deserve to be sad. I love you Ally." Hayden said hugging me tight.

"I love you too Hayden." I said hugging him back just as tight.

"Ok, you should get to bed. It's late." He said kissing my forehead and leaving the room.

I smiled and drifted to sleep. I really did love my brother to bits.

I'm sorry but I might not be able to make the chapters really soon cause I have school and I'm busy.

Sorry!