I saw Ryan and a little child about 4 years old staring at me. "Ryan, why the fuck are you here?" I said forgetting there was a kid here. Ryan covered the little kid's ears and whispered "Could you not use such harsh language in front of my kid?"
He has a kid now?! What the hell! Was he just using me to cheat on someone? "Ok, but can I speak to you alone outside? and now." I said grabbing his arm and pulling him outside to the kitchen. "What the hell Ryan! Why didn't you tell me you have a 4 year old?! Were you just using me to cheat on his mom?!" I yelled. He gave me a hug and a kiss. I pushed him away. "Don't touch me Ryan, Did you or did you not use me to cheat on someone?" I strictly said. Ryan looked down at the floor then back at me.
"Fine, I'll tell you. I did use you to cheat on his mom just for my pleasure but then I really did fall in love with you and I want you back. Please can you forgive me?" He said. My face turned red. "Hell no I can't forgive you! You used me as your toy! Is that all you do for your life? Use girls as toys and play with their emotions just so you can get a laugh out of it?! You're a sick man Ryan." I scream, I was furious.
I could have ripped his head off if his son didn't come in the kitchen. "Daddy, I want to go home." His son said crying. Ryan picked him up and kissed him on his head. "Don't worry Jake. We're leaving right now." Ryan said leaving out the door.
"I hope you rot in hell bastard." I mumbled. "Go to hell Alexandria. To think I actually wanted you back." He said slamming the door. I walked to the couch and started crying. My whole life is a joke. To everyone I'm just a toy and nothing more. I cried for hours, I tried calling Hayden or Kayley but no one answered. "I just can't take this anymore." I said getting up. i went to the kitchen and rummaged through and found a knife. it was about average size, big but not butcher knife big.
I placed the knife on my neck and before I knew it I saw Hayden through the door all brusied and beated up. "Ally! No!" Hayden screamed
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RomanceAlexandria is just a girl who has more bad luck than you can think. Never have had a relationship that could work out. Her friend, Kayley, has tried to set her up with many guys. Still no luck in a relationship that last. Will this girl ever get a b...
