I woke up to find that Sean wasn't in the room with me, I decided to shower and relieve my now aching muscles, not that I'm complaining. While in the shower I was so distracted that I didn't notice the large arms that had magical snaked its way around my hips.
"Good Morning Sexy, mind if I join you" Sean said in a deep voice.
"Unless you want to be late to the meeting then I advise you to stop and let me take my shower without being aroused". I said with a little sass.
" Fine, I'll make breakfast then" He said as he left the room.
I finished my shower and found some professional clothes because today I would be getting my divorce and moving all my things into a new house, but it also meant I had to see him. The one man that makes me want die every day of my life, I'm finally getting rid of. As I finish putting on my black skirt a very happy and excited Roland bounced into my room.
"Hey Lana, daddy's making breakfast do want any? I can bring it to your room and eat with you". He said while jumping up and down.
" I was just about to head down there, but thank you Roland"
"Your welcome now come on Lana" Roland said.
Roland grabbed my hand and we walked down the steps. As soon as we got down the steps the strong aroma of coffee and pancakes hit my nose I quickly picked up my pace and made my way to the kitchen to see that Tanya and Sean were cooking breakfast. And then it hit me I just sleep with a married man, just last night I had sex with Sean with his wife and son sleeping not to far away!!! I think I'm gonna be sick I need to get out of here. I quickly grab my purse and jet out of the house. I have to catch the bus to the meeting because I came in Sean's car.
Before I can even start walking towards the bus stop Sean ran outside and started calling for me, I ignored him and started walking a little faster than I should have because as soon as I turned around to see how close Sean was I tripped and fell to the ground. Nothing was broken or hurt I was just a little sore from the fall. Sean helped me up and hugged me, and despite all the pain I was in emotionally and physically I hugged him back.
"Why'd you leave like that, what happened"
"You and Tanya, we had sex last night and your married with a son and Im getting a divorce how does that look to you? We can't keep doing this, I can't keep doing this to you and your family. So its over we are over Sean and I'm so sorry."
As I listened to Lana I couldn't help but cry because I really, truly loved her but I can't keep hurting her like this.
"Lana I love you and I always will and I'm tired of hurting you, so I won't I'm gonna take you to your meeting, help you move your things in, and I'll leave you alone."
After that I kissed her and we walked back to the house. I got dressed while Lana said goodbye to Roland. When I finished getting dressed Lana and I left. When we arrived to the building Lana went to ask the lady at the desk where Mr.Johnsons office was. She tells us to go to the second floor the elevator ride was very tense, Lana couldn't even look at me I don't know how to fix this but I'm gonna keep trying.
We get off the elevator and I can tell Sean is deep in thought I'm gonna leave him to thinking if it means that we don't have to speak. We walk down the dimly lit hallway to Mr.Johnson's office. I knocked on the door and Mr.Johnson let us in, inside was a small desk and a whole bunch of awards and certificates.
"Hello Lana" said a really cold voice
And then my stomach dropped, I slowly turned my head to the other side of the room to see him. Fred was just looking at me, smirking like a mad man I knew that something was up but I'm tired of being scared of him so I calmly walk in the room and take my seat next to him. Mr.Johnson explains to us what was have to do but then out of nowhere he stops, then he looks from me to Fred and then back to me. He crosses his hands and places them gently on the desk.
"Im sorry but why didn't you guys tell me you had kids" he stated looking at me real worried.
As soon as he mentioned them I started crying, no one not even Fred have mentioned my kids, instead of answering his question I quickly signed the divorce papers and ran. I had to get out, get away. They may think I'm a bad mother but I really love my kids and Fred wasn't the father they needed so I sent them away, I haven't seen them in 4yrs.
While outside I felt Sean wrap me in a hug and try his best to soothe my cries. When I stopped crying Sean decided to speak.
"Why didn't you tell me about any of this" He stated a bit angry
"Because Sean it wasn't your place to know" I stated just as mad
"The hell it was, you no what forget it cause remember you said you didn't want this and I truly am tired of hurting you but I'm also tired of hurting myself. You want this to end so much then fine I quit I put my trust in you and look where it got me." Sean said no holding his head in his hands
"Sean please..." I said my sobs growing every depressing second
"No Lana you've made your decision and I've made mine" He started walking towards the car
"So your just gonna leave me here"
"No I'm gonna drop you off at your new house with your stuff and I'm gonna leave. That was the deal right."
"Right" I mumbled
The car ride to Lana's new home was very quite. I didn't mean to yell at her like that but kids, I don't know why she wouldn't tell me something like that. Maybe I should... Nope never mind I'm just gonna finish this silent ride and head home to Roland and Tanya. Even saying her name fills my mouth with a bitter taste if only Lana knew exactly what was going on.
We get to her place and already see the truck with all her wings in it. We get out the car and Lana goes to open the front door while I help the men take the boxes of things out of the truck. About an hour later Lana came out with 4 glasses of lemonade. Soon after she stated helping me take out the boxes in the first truck.
While working on the second truck it came to me that Lana had 3/4ths of a house, Fred didn't pay for anything. That ignorant asshole. How can a man do something like that to his wife and kids. While in the middle of my thoughts my phone buzzes in my pocket. I take it out to see that my wife has called me 5 times in the past hour I quickly press answer.
"Hello" I breathed into the phone
"Where the hell are you, I've called you 5 times and u haven't picked up your damn phone"
"I'm helping Lana move into her new house"
"That bitch again, you said this would be quick and now that little whore..."
"First Lana is not a whore, she understands boundaries and doesn't sleep with everyman she sees on the street"
"Listen I'm not in the mood to argue with you, come home cause your son wants something to eat"
"Are you fucking joking right now Tanya, listen feed Roland and I'll be home in a few, goodbye Tanya"
I quickly hang up the phone and began to finish taking the boxes out.
I watched Sean as he argued on the phone I could only hear a little bit of it. Maybe I should just leave him alone.
After about another hour we were finished I was gonna asks Sean if he was ok but he quickly said goodbye and left. I walking into my house and walked to my room I wasn't feeling to hungry so I decided to go to sleep. I don't know how long I was asleep but I woke to a loud knocking on my door I slowly get out of bed at walk to the door. Once again there was a loud bang I open the door to find two 4yr olds standing at my door. I was so shocked that I couldn't even say anything, so I just stood there. And the little boy spoke.
"Momma"
To Be Continued...
