Ok guys, just so you guys know and don't worry about me too much
I'm ok now, still upset about the situation, it is just not as bad as it was. I don't want to die! So please don't worry! I still have sad moments where the memories of what was going on at its worst consume me and I can't do anything at all.
I thought you guys would want a reassuring message that I'm sorta ok now, I'm better then before!
Goodbye for now
-Lexi