Losing Control

Chapter 1 - Eirrene

"Ughhhhh" igroaned under the pillow.

Bakit ba ako nagkaroon ng housemate na walang ginawa kundi ang makipagtalik? He is so unbelievable. Imagine sharing a house with a slut of a man who bring different women everyday.

I've been sharing this house with him for almost half a year, and every single day I would hear moans and groans from the other room. I know I'm not suppose to mind what they are doing but I cannot help myself.

Hindi soundproof ang rooms and the wall separating his room with mine is so thin that you can hear them loud and clear, hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako sa gumawa ng bahay na to because first I'm just a tenant.

A loud bump made me sit abruptly and watched as the frame hanging on the thin wall fall, are they seriously planning on fucking on that thin wall? How rough does he plan on going? Paano pag biglang gumiba iyon and they end up on my room floor?

If I'm on my right mind I should me knocking on his door and complaining or asking them to move out and do it somewhere else. In fact because of this constant sexual noise my body and mind is starting to get corrupted.

My housemate's sensual groans make me imagine things I'm not supposed to.

Yes, I'm starting to become a perv. There is no point in lying to myself, I know. And I'm blaming it all on that horny housemate of mine.

Ibang iba ang buhay ko six months ago, when I was living in a small apartment with my senior. Hindi ako mananatiling gising hanggang hating gabi because of sexual noises. Hindi macocorrupt ng ganitong kalala ang utak ko and I would live peacefully.

But at the end of the last semester my senior told me na I should start looking for a new companion kasi she is a graduating student and will obviously move back to her parent's house after. I cannot shoulder the monthly rent so I decided to look for a new apartment. It took me weeks of looking until a blockmate of mine told me na he know someone who would gladly share a house with me.

At first I was hesitant kasi hindi naman kami close and I don't know who his friend was. Pero at the end I grabbed the offer.

"Are you sure na I can share this house with your friend? At an unbelievably cheap price?" I said as I was looking around the house.

Hindi kasi kapanipaniwalang open for sharing ang bahay na 'to, it was fully furnished and the house is screaming 'luxury'. May parking lot sa harapan ng bahay and a big backyard, two floors and bahay with a living room and two bedrooms that had their own bathrooms.

"I am telling the truth!" He said defensively.

Pinaningkitan ko sya ng mata. The following day I started my big move. Andrew, my blockmate, offered his help na hindi ko tinanggihan. He only left me after I've settled in, and he gave me the spare key of the house.

He also told me that my housemate, Apollo, will be home after a week or two kasi daw umuwi sa metro to be with her parents.

"When my friend gets home try to get to know each other at kapag hindi mo sya nagustuhan you can always move out."

"Huh?" Tila hindi mag process sa utak ko ang mga sinasabi nya.

"If and only if you two did not click lang naman."

Ibig ba sabihin non na may chances pa rin na mapalayas ako ng kaibigan nya? Nanlaki ang mata ko, I already deposited the money into her account and Andrew is telling me that Apollo has the final say on this?

"Don't overthink it though, Kai. Apollo trusts me."

And true to his words my housemate came home after a week with a big surprise!

Nakanganga akong tumingala sa kung sino man ang Apollo na binanggit ni Andrew. The Apollo mentioned by Andrew was none other than The Great Cronus Apollo Lamarque.

THE GREAT CRONUS APOLLO LAMARQUE???!

ANDREW MUST BE PLAYING WITH ME!

"Who are you???"

He was looking at me with a deep crease on his forehead

"I Uhhh... I..." I shut my mouth ng walang matinong salita ang lumabas sa aking bibig.

He smirked at me at tuluyan ng pumasok sa bahay closing the door behind me, I moved back a little and stared at his back walking towards the sofa.

"Ikaw ba yung Kai?"

I was staring at him still in shock, I had zero idea that the 'Apollo' Andrew was mentioning is CAL, the university's man slut. It didn't occur to me that Apollo could be a boy and didn't even ask my blockmate for any details.

"I know you are as shocked as I am but do you mind telling me your name, Miss?"

Binaba ko ang tingin ko at pilit na kinompose and sarili. Hindi maprocess ng utak ko na kasama ko sa bahay and isang Cronus Apollo Lamarque. I looked up at him again and my legs turned into jelly.

"uhmmm oo ako yung Kai."

I made a mental note na pag nagkita kami ni Andrew ay sasapakin ko sya, isang katangahan ang hindi ko pagtatanong kung ano ang buong pangalan ng kasama ko sa bahay.

"Akala ko lalaki ka, tangina ni Andrew ang sarap sapakin."

"Akala ko din babae ka."

Napailing nalang ng bigla si Cronus.Humilig sya sa upuan at nakipagtitigan ng ilang saglit saakin.

"So gusto mo bang magback out?"

Ilang sandali akong napaisip, mahihirapan akong maghanap ng bagong matutuluyan kung bigla akong aalis and it will be hard to find a nice place as this for an affordable student friendly price.

Umiling ako ng sunod sunod sa kanya. Ilang araw nalang ang natitira at magpapasukan na, beside we have separate rooms naman and I'll be busy doing my school works .

"Good. I need someone to split the bills with, nauubos ang monthly allowance ko just for the bills, and I also need to fucking party." ngumisi sya ng nakakaloko. "I just wanna let you know one thing."

Naging atentibo naman ako and listend to him with both ears.

"Ano yun?"

He grinned a little which made me nervous.

"I bed women and bring them home."

Natigilan ako, I shouldn't be shocked. Kalat sa buong University ang pagiging Manslut, Manwhore at Lothario nya. Pero one word caught me off guard.

"Women? As in plural?"

"Sometimes I bring two or three women home."

He then shrugged after. I mean how? Paano? Sabay sabay? Napailing ako ng kung ano ang ang pumasok sa isipan ko.

"Still not backing out?"

He asked, stood up and leaned towards me. He is towering me with his muscular body. Tumingala ako sa kanya at umiling.

"I'm staying."

Napalunok ako at umiwas ng tingin.

"Just to inform you, I do this almost everyday except for the examination week and when the season starts or until we have games."

I totally forgot that he is an University Athlete for Volleyball, he walked back on the sofa and grabbed his bag.

"Still staying?" he asked again.

"Yes, final answer." I firmly said and held my ground.

He smirked at me and walked past me carrying his bag.

"Looking forward to living with you, housemate. Goodnight."

Dumiretso sya sa pag akyat sa hagdan.

And now this fucking game with him started, he didn't go back on his words when he said that he bring women every night.

Hanggang ngayon ay nakatitig pa rin ako sa frame na nalaglag from the wall, nilapitan ko ito at marahang kinuha. Shiver run down my spine when he groaned, music to my fucking ears, pumikit ako at pilit na pinakalma ang aking sarili na nagsisimulang mag init dahil sa pag ungol ng aking housemate.

EIRRENE KAI YOU DIRTY BITCH!