Hell

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Rose
I turned around and jumped down onto the pavement. I collapsed where I was and started bawling. Brendon had a scared and concerned look plastered all over his face.
"I'm sorry! It told me to!" I said between sobs.
"Who is 'it'?"
"Blurryface is 'it', he says I should be dead... that I take up space..."
"He's wrong. Do you have a therapist?"
"No, why?"
"I was just wondering... this is some serious stuff you're dealing with."
Brendon
She is schizophrenic... and Blurryface... she needs to meet some of my friends kids, they'd get along pretty well.
"Mr.Urie?" She says in a distressed voice
"Yes Rosie?" I say sympathetically
"Blurryface is behind you with a knife! He's gonna kill you!" Great, she has hallucinations too!
"Rose you're hallucinating. He's not really there.." after I told her that her eyes got really big, started hyperventilating, then screaming. At 11:30 at night. Fantastic.
"H-HELP HES CHOCKING ME!"
"Calm down, nobody's chocking you." Her hands immediately went o try and pry the imaginary hands in her neck. She broke the skin while scratching, so I grabbed her hands and held them down. She looked so scared. Rose was getting really pale so I called an ambulance.
"FUCK!" She wasn't getting enough oxygen. I started to do CPR it was working. Soon the ambulance came. I hopped in the back.
"Sir, what is her name and date of birth?"
"Rosealina Williams, 10-27-02"
"Ok. What was happening?"
"Rose was about to jump off that bridge, and I stopped her. She turned around and explained why she was going to jump. She said that Blurryface told her to. I'm 100% sure she's schizophrenic and this Blurryface is her internal voice."
"Can you explain the bruises and scratches?"
"Her parents beat her. And she thought she was being chocked by Blurryface."
"Ok, shat is your relationship to her?"
"I'm her teacher. She was in here earlier and excaped."
"Alright, she's going to be admitted to the psych ward." I started to tear up because I know how bad it is in there.
Rose
"Where am I?" I woke up yet again in a hospital bed. Different room though. And I was restrained to the bed.
"You're in the psych ward right now. And your parents are in jail for what they did to you. It's a life sentence.''
"Ok." I really didn't want to be in the system. But the least I could do was hope for a good home. God I feel like a stray abused dog waiting for a home because I was labeled as aggressive.
"By the way, I'm adopting you. And I just need to sign some more papers!" Yay. I'm stuck with my teacher for the rest of my life. I grinned at him and gave a thumbs up before flopping my head back on the pillow. Well there goes the waiting and hoping for a good home.
"Thank you for taking this train wreck in."
"Hunnie you're not a train wreck, you just feel like a goner."
"But... nobody else has a voice in their head telling them to kill them selves...or feel the way I do".  I started to tear up. He came over to me and hugged me tightly. I haven't been hugged like this in so long it felt good. I could tell he loves me.
"I love you..."
"I love you too Rose."
Knock knock
"Come in!"
"Hello Miss. Williams. I am Dr.Kate I will be your doctor during your stay. What are you experiencing?"
"Blurryface is telling me that I shouldn't exist, I should die, I'm fat, too tall, too pale, a slut, whore, a fuck-up. That nobody loves me. Sometimes he comes to life and tries to kill me himself."
"Mr.Urie, may I talk to you out in the hall?"
Brendon
"Yes"
"She's definitely schizophrenic, I'm going to put her on anxiety and psych meds. An inhaler in case of an attack and emergency psych meds, they are stronger and will make her drowsy long enough for it to kick in."
"Thank you so much Dr. Kate"
"No problem I love working with teenagers!"  I was right... but I guess I have to tell Rose the news. I walk ack into the room and sit on the side of her bed. She presses the button to prop herself up. I put my hand on her knee and sigh.
"What is it?"
"You've been diagnosed with schizophrenia"
"I knew I was different." My eyes watered up looking at her. She was so beautiful and shouldn't have to deal with this.
***time skip to when she gets out of the hospital***
"Alright , here is your medication and clothing."
"Thank you" I said with an annoyed voice. These doctors are really annoying. I'm glad I leaving this hell hole today. I walk into the bathroom and undress myself from the hospital gown and into the skinny jeans and hoodie I was wearing when I got here.
"Ready to go kiddo?"
"Yes!" I said very enthusiastically.
"Ice cream?"
"Duh, what are you stupid??"
"Yes are you?"
"Maybe..." I stop without him noticing, sprinted and hopped into his back. He quickly caught me but my feet almost hit the ground because Im like 5'11 and he's like 5'8. Yes I'm really tall and lanky. I'm also 14. I love bonding with him, he's so fatherly like.
At Rita's we both got a Swedish fish icee with the creme in top.
"I want you to meet my friends kids Tyler and Josh. Tyler is 14 and Josh is 15, I think you'll get along really well since you three are around the same age."
"Ok. Can we meet them today?"
"Yes but when they get out of school. Ill text their mom and them."
Brendon
Me: hey! Can I get the boys after school to meet someone? I think they'll like her.
Tyjo's mom: sure! Who is this girl?
Me: I adopted one of my students after I found out her parents were using her as a punching bag.
Tyjo's mom: awww that was so sweet of you!
Me: thank you.

Me: hey Tyler, after school ill pick you and Josh up.
Tyjo: ok see you in half an hour we have a half day.
Me: alrighty say hi to Jishwa for me!
Tyjo: its "Jishwa" please stop calling me that Beebo.
Me: kid you ever call me Beebo I'll have the mystery girl kick your ass. She 5'11 and 14 years old.
Tyjo: holy shit. Ok sorry... bye.

"Ok were picking up the two hooligans from school in 25 minutes, they have a half day."
"Ok what school do they go to?"
"They go to East Hills."
"Ok that's our rival school, so we should leave now to get there before all the other parents do.."
"Good thinking kid!"
We arrived at the school and got a good spot. Rose stood outside the car waiting for them with their names on a poster. She's so cute. They walked up to her and introduced themselves. Josh seemed to like her more then Tyler.

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