is it worth it??

a relationship with the bad boy?

By the time Blake and I got to school, the campus was already filled with students of all grades ruffling through their backpacks for a document, completing last minute assignments and pleading teachers for extra credit before their grades were finalized. He sped through the intersection passing through teacher's cars and into the student parking lot were almost all the parking lots were filled. I peered my head over Blake's shoulder to see how many people were already at school, the parking lot was filled with cars along side several motorcycles and bikes. As Blake continued to ride farther into the parking lot, I could already feel thousands upon thousands of students looking at us. I scanned my eyes to see who specifically was here at school. Brian was in the upper left hand corner of the stairs platform sitting down with his group along with girls atop of girls fondling over Brian as if he was the king of England, in which he likes to think if himself like that.

Blake drove straight up to the parking space and stopped the ignition in one swift move making me jump. I closed my eyes holding tight onto Blake totally forgetting that we were at school and that I'm embarrassing myself. I could feel Blake's warm hand on massaging them, making me calm down. After about a few seconds of his calming touch, I open my eyes just a little bit wishing that we were not at school. Nope were at school. I open my eyes all the way, relaxing my arms from around Blake's stomach. I quickly got off the motorcycle along with Blake, total forgetting about the backpack that Blake thoughtfully carried for me.

 I directed my attention to Blake once more before surrendering to Nar'kesha to tell him Thank you. "Thanks" I say scared of the fact of what he was going to say, hopefully he wasn't going to humilate me in front of everybody, the memory of the poor girl who tried to ask Blake to the winter formal makes me shudder. "No problem, just watch where your going so you don't get killed." Blake says in the most nonchalant way, one can say. He gives me a wink and stares at Nar'kesha as if he was a alien.

"baby can I talk to you? Please?" Nar'kesha asks almost choking on the question. I look back at Blake then back at Nar'kesha then back at Blake once more making him push me towards Nar'kesha gesturing for us to go. Some how uncomfortable at the fact I got off a motorcycle with the bad boy, I turn my head over to if Brian was looking at me and sure enough he was. He was expression was cold and dead all reaching every part of he beautiful hazel eyes. I knew that talking to Brian now would cause some serious danger to not just me but to everyone else. But I am not going to allow, Brian to stare at me as if I have done something rightfully wrong because i haven't.                               

I whip my head facing Brian walking up to him as calmly as I can, trying ever so hard not to show the anger that was over boiling in me. Trying ever so hard to show. It was the last day of school and I'm not trying to leave on a bad foot. I walk up to Brian still staring at him calmly. Once I was 5 inches away from him not wanting to get any close to the man that I was trying to forget.  "What the fuck is your problem Brian?" Brian looks at me acting stupid as ever. He pulls his hands up displaying a 'I don't know what your talking about.' I have had enough, I mean seriously I kept our little secret a secret even from my best friend- my sister. Why cant he just live me the fuck alone! Like god damn, it has really come to the point where I don't get boys at all. 

"Oh really you don't know what I'm talking about? Then how about we tell the whole god damn world about our little fiasco last summer!" I had absolutely no Idea what the fuck I was doing. I raised my voice catching everyone's attention, once again I do not want to be the center of attention. Right now I could care less. Brian has gone ever board. 

"What playing with my emotions isn't good enough for you!? Huh!" My voice is as loud out it goes, thankfully no teachers are here yet. 

"That's enough." Brian says as low as he can, but making sure I could here it "Say one more thing and I swear to god you will regret it." Yep that has finally pushed me over the edge. I walk up to Brian, busting his personal bubble irritated at the fact that he thinks this is okay.