Back to Square One
rolled the dice
lost turn twice
almost lost hope
to start moving on
rolled a nine
somehow it's fine
though still breaking
and heart's still aching
rolled a five
I'm done with cries
tried to feel good
like I know I should
passed the 8th block
I'm back in shock
to see myself again
in the same ol pain
I was given two chances
to leave out the menace
but I rolled into one
my defenses all gone
I rolled the next turn
there my heart burns
I'm now scared to hold it back
the dice that drew me a lot
And now my fear's alive
hunted my dreams into life
thought I have finally let go
that tomorrow it won't hurt more
but then everything's a mistake
and then its also too late
to take back all the wrongs
for I'm back at square one
