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by emrence15

by emrence15

I was wasted, exhausted and out of mind.

It's February 14th in the month and I'm standing here all alone infront of his house. Where I used to live with love,excitement,pleasure and with him.

Its been a couple of months since I leave there,I left with pain and distress in my heart telling myself not to go back again but here I am longing for all that happy and painful memory.

I wonder if there's someone inside but as far I know he already replaced me with someone else better so before I could do stupid things I should leave this place and go somewhere else.

As I walk naalala ko Lahat this streets. We had a lots of memories,memories that's should be long forgotten Pero bakit ang Hirap? Ang Dali-Dali gumawa ng memories pero ang hirap kalimutan parang ginawa Lang sila just for us to suffer in pain of stupidity. Ito rin Kasi yung rason kung bakit pinagsisisihan natin yung mga desisyon natin at aakalaing nagkamali tayo but we are not.

Alam kong hindi ako nagkamali sa desisyon ko.
Sa desisyon kong iwan sya at ang mga kalokohan niya tama nang limang taon kong linamon ang sabon ko este ang pride ko just to save our relationship sa lahat ng struggles.

But why I am feeling this way being away with that asshole and seeing him with other girl makes me feel unease bakit nasasaktan parin ako? Di ba pwedeng mag walk out na rin feelings ko sa kanya? Gaya ng pag walk out ko sa buhay nya?
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HOW COULD I EVER WANT THE PERSON WHO PUT SHITS THROUGH ME?!