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Me, my self and I

*Phone ringing

Kangjun Oppa

"Bella, we have recording at 10. I'll pick you up at 9.30 Don't be late"

"Mmm... Araso"

*Phone hang up

Hmm it's 7 in the morning and i only sleep for 2 hours after recording last night

Annyeong! I'm Isabella-Choi my Korean name is Choi Youngji, and my stage name is Bella, half English and Korean. My mom is English and dad is Korean. I'm a solo singer under SM Entertainment. I turn 23 this year by korean age. I was debut in 2013 so this year will be 4 years after my debut and I'm on progress preparing for my first full-length album after 3 mini album behind to celebrate 4 years debut and a present for my fans, beloved Bellova.

In the beginning of my debut there's a lot of comments come from netizen something like im just copy-cat IU sunbae, the second BoA sunbae, SM's failure and my face isn't good looking enough cause im not pure Korean. Bullies every where and every time. Before, i have gave up for being a singer but my fans still cheer me up, there's a lot of people who still stand with me and keep supporting me so i will fight until the end to being a great singer for my fans.

It's really hard to be a singer in Korea. You have to fight with your tears and blood. You have to practice from day till night even till dawn. There's no break time. If you can't improve day by day, debut just in your dream. You have to find 'something' in your self that can be interesting point, lossing weight and a lot things to do.

I became a trainee since grade 7 and trained for 8 years. I almost hopeless cause i haven't debut yet while my best friend, Krystal already debut with f(X). I and Seulgi was one of candidate to debut with f(X) but in last audition we couldn't make it. I feel so depressed and cried every night since that day me and Krystal also Seulgi not close anymore. I stay away from them cause i can't hold my tears when i meet Krystal. We were close since the day we trained, they're my only close friend i have cause i went home schooling so i cant make friend with anybody. We practiced, laughed, cried together. We even went to eat Tteobokkie together in front of company when we have to loss our weight cause if not we will get punishment and did another crazy thing. Ohh i miss that moment. Oh yaa now everything's alright
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I walk out of my room, try to find any food left cause i am very hungry. Yesterday I wasnt able to eat a whole  day cause i have to record from morning till dawn and when i turned home i hadn't any energy to do a thing so i decide to jumped in my bed and sleep

I walk through to kitchen then wondering

"Oh... Oppa isnt home yet?"

I live with my brother alone, actually my family live in Dobok-dong which is not too far away from Cheongdam-dong where i live in. I used to live alone but there's an accident when sasaeng fan of mine entered my room and take photos of my room while i was in bathroom. Since that day i moved to Oppa's home cause my mom extremly worried if there will be any accident in the future.

"Lets look! Is there any food here..."
I open the fridge there's a lot of fruits and yoghurt then i decide to make smoothies and roast a couple of bread. At least i have to breakfast so i will have a lot of energy for recording today

*The door open

"Im home"
"Oh oppa, you just turn home?"
"Yeah, there's a lot scenes yesterday so it just finish"
"Do you have any schedule today?"
"No, its my day off. I wanna sleep all day long. Btw, such a miracle you had woke up in this morning! Whats going on?"
"Aishh.. i have to recording at 10 so i wanna fill my body with breakfast. Theres a possible i wont have lunch later, do you want some?"
"No, thanks, i have no energy to eat. Im off. Fighting for your recording! Good night!"
"Night, Jalja"