Text Messages Vs. Reality

Chapter 4.1 - Confession

mellanie4evah

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One day after the heartbreaking stupid confession...

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AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! I WANNA DIEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH!!! HELP ME GET OUT

OF THIS DAY!!!!!! It's just that, I can't stand seeing Meiji because he already knows

that I like him! UGHH!!! Anyways, this morning, when I was seating at my chair on our

classroom, everytime he walks beside me or anything, I felt like he was getting a lot

distance. *sighs Maybe this is the end of our friend relationship.. Maybe we'll be

like strangers that snobs each other. Anyways, I just found out that he rejected me.

-_-... I was watching this Korean drama called 'Reply1994' on 'channel M', ---(a

korean channel which is a production of Fox Ent.)--- it is about a girl in her 20s who

was being in love for the first time in her life. She had this love triangle, she likes

someone who is her childhood friend and he acts like a brother to her, while the other

one was also having his first love on her but she doesn't love him back. It was like

years for the three of them to have 2 sided love relationship. And then there was a

time that this boy who likes her confessed his feelings to her. But then, she just acted

likenothing just happened and acted really more obsessed about her first love. But

then this boy waited for years until the millennium came and then until the girl was

free to be dated and until then they got married. And so if that person you just

confessed to didn't said something that made you real nervous about the confession,

or acted that nothing just happened, THAT PERSON JUST REJECTED YOU!!!!!!!

Well that boy really loved that girl because he waited for years until the millennium

came for the boy to have the girl's heart even if the girl already had somebody until

they broke up. "It ain't over til it's over".. Anyways, i'm still a kid for those things

i'm still a 12 year old. I will officially become a teenager when I get to be 13. And,

why would I wait for years or months just to wait for him to answer me? Or even

react of my confession? Duh?!! I'm not that strong like guys! XD!!! Anyways, THIS IS

LIFE!!

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An hour just after the confession and after I texted with Marie..

Conversation #2- Text Message Marie

10:43 PM

Mellanie: ..............I just confessed.......... :,,,,,,,,,0

Mellanie: Can you say it to me? That you were the one that I was just talking with and

he's not the one that I talked with? ;,,,,,,0

Unreplied....

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Conversation #3- Text Message Marie

4:45 AM

Marie: Hi

Mellanie: Hell-o... :/

: Did you recieved what I just texted you last night? I just confessed!

Marie: What did you just said that.. Can you say that I was the one who was talking to him?

Mellanie: NOOOO!!!! You didn't understand the message!! I said can you say that Meiji wasn't the one that I just had a conversation with and that you were the one that I was talking to... Because I can't accept the fact that I confessed my feelings..

: I also said to keep his mouth shut about what I just said to him..

Marie: Ahhh!! Yes I got it.. But I didn't understand that I was the one who he talked to..

Mellanie: UGGHH!!!! I SAID!! I WISH THAT YOU WERE THE ONE THAT I

TALKED TO AND NOT HIM BECAUSE I JUST GOT HEARTBROKEN!!

Marie: WHAT?!!! Why did you confessed...!!!!

Mellanie: Well, he didn't say anything bad about me except for "Liam.." :(

: I asked Irish if is it wrong to confess to a person but she said it's okay.. So that he'll know the truth and so that his not gonna find anymore.

Marie: Ahhh!!! Later, can I just read your conversation? And then why was Liam included on your conversation??

Mellanie: I don't know with Meiji!!! When I introduced my name he already teased me!

Marie: Ahh!! It's okay to confess but, it's just that maybe he'll say it to the others.. Haah ...Liam has a crush on you that's why!!

Mellanie: Tsk! I hate that boy! If he doesn't want to be teased, he should keep it a secret.

: UGGHHHH!!! I'm shy to go to school!!!!

Marie: But did you said to Liam that you had a crush on Niel?

Mellanie: Nope, but I had a group message..

Marie: Come on!! You can do it! If you won't go to school Meiji will surely reveal it!

Mellanie: Anyways, it wasn't that sincere. XD we just had the normal talking.. The normal talking like fighting..

Marie: Yeah! I know that

Mellanie: I hope his mouth will be good or else I'll kill him! XD

Marie: Hahaha!! Come on! He's good!

Mellanie: How did you know?

Marie: I don't know.. Anyways, he's like an idiot sometimes..

.END OF CONVERSATION

"We need to say what we feel, for that person might be sad, for letting bad things you do just go by..." -Na-Jung (Reply1994)

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