Chapter 3- Writing The Answer Down
After that consequence I got really angry at him. The next day that thing happened.
The redness of my slapped hand was still in it. I told him to say sorry so that I
wouldn't be angry. But he refused. And so I was still angry.
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This afternoon, we had our new seating arrangement for the new quarter. Aivor was
seating beside me and I hate it because he sneezes, he coughs. He had all the
viruses and bacterias. I was bored this afternoon and was lazy to do school. We had
to copy lectures from the board. I had an extra chair behind me because my other
classmate which is Francis got dropped out because of not going to school for
months because of playing computer. Niel sat on it for awhile to copy lectures and
seems a little quiet. I already finished copying the lecture and asked me to borrow my
notebook to copy the lectures. I refused because he can still see it, come on! No
one was standing infront of him to block him from copying. But he begged and so I
gave it. I lied down on the chair's desk with my hand's arms on my head and closed
my eyes for awhile because it was our Co. Learning and we had nothing to do. I was
disturbed by Luis and went back from sitting and saw Niel also lying down at his
desk's chair. It was really strange because he was quiet for the first time. His chair
was really near infront of me so I moved it by my feet on the chair's rails. But he
woked up and moved the chair back. I tried to see him resting and had this strange
feel. But I wasn't sure what was it. It was likemy heart came to beat fast again. I
sighed and tried not to feel it because I think hehad a crush on Arabelle. I didn't want
to meddle and to be rejected again just like thelast time. I was really not like the last
time, I got tall and so I wasn't like back then. I already have a neck. It's because I
wasn't eating that much lately. Every summer, I sleep at 12:00 or 5:00 in the morning
and wake up at 5:00 or 6:00 in the afternoon. I was addicted surfing the internet that's
why. And so I don't get to eat three times a day. I only eat diner and when 11:00 or
12:00 PM arrives I'll eat some snacks. Anyways, I won't write down the answer until
I'll make sure that I won't be heartbroken, again.
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I am really getting crazy this time. We had our new seating arrangment again and I
was alone in the back and behind me was Marie. I had nothing to do and tried to do a
slambook in a piece of paper and there was the name, group message number or
name, nickname, what is your ideal type, who's your crush and how many languages
do you speak. I tried giving some to Marie for her to answer. She was finished and
gave it to me. The question 'Who's your crush?' wasn't answered. I asked her to
answer it or else I'll call her 'James' which was her textmate and our classmate. She
asked me not to say anything about her crush and keep it a secret. Of course I
promised. She answered it and it was my other classmate who is really noisy and I
wouldn't say his name because I promised her not to reveal it in any place and keep it
a secret. But if you know me, I'll give you a little hint. His name is three letters.
Of course she also asked me damn it. To be fair and to make sure I won't say
anything. She's quite good at making people locked. And so I didn't know what I was
saying and just started to think about him. Even if I didn't wrote the answer down yet.
I was a trouble for saying it. I tried to say the first and last letter of his last name which
was A and O. She guessed it easily! But I wasn't sure of my feelings yet. It's because
I wasn't writing the answer down yet. But I have to even if. And so I went crazy and
tried making a letter in English. It was written in a black construction paper and
wrote it with a pencil. While writing, he disturbed me and asked to borrow some
ballpen. I got a little nervous and went getting angry. "What!? I don't have any extra!"
while trying to hide my happiness. Suddenly he smiled. I didn't know if it was too
obvious but I smiled too. I was really happy then, and I know the answer and how to
write it down already.
I gave the letter to Marie and asked her to put it somewhere in his bag. But she said
she'll just give it to him and invent a story. I asked her not to do a troubling story. I
didn't wrote my name in it. I wrote the name I invented on my last crush, which was
Cheyenne. Also, I capitalized the letters in the letter so that it won't be obvious.
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The next day, Marie said that she already gave the letter to him and asked many
questions. Rd saw him reading it and tried to get it and it was thorn in half! Look how
good they are in things! Right! I got a little angry but I ignored it. They're like
garbages! XD!! Anyways, Marie invented a story and said that Cheyenne is going to
school in Merryland. I laughed a little because her story was the worst. Anyways, she
already said it.
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Fiksi RemajaThis story shows of what it feels like to be rejected twice and how long and hard it feels and takes to move on.. And how it all starts again, comes back with a new good one.. ^.^