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Chapter 2

Mitch's POV

Yesterday was not my day, I was sleeping in my bunk for most of it but for the few hours I was out a fan decided to make me feel worse than I already did. today's the Milwaukee concert and I don't feel the great I don't know if I'm going to be able to sing my throat is killing me. if I sing what if I sound worse than I already do.

I'm what you can say self conscious. I sing to high and I'm to chunky. I'm always sassy and gay. yes I've been told too lower down my gayness, I don't even know what that means. I'm sorry I'm gay. Scott has told me before how great I am, it makes me happy until I realize he's saying it as a friend and not a boyfriend. I guess I do show my gay a lot.

I think a lot when I'm in my bunk. I think about how good the tour is going or how much I love my fans. I really do love my fans I always want the best for them. I also think about Kirstie a lot. I think about how once we dated and right I after I was gay, and how much of a good friend she is. sometimes I think about avi and Kevin and how much they make me laugh and happy.

Sometimes I think about Scott. How I love him so much. How his hair I always perfect and when it isn't he puts a hat. or how much he loves the fans. When before he go's to the store he always ask if I want anything. about how his beautiful blue eyes look into mine when we hug. how he's so much taller than me so I have to Stand on my tippy toes to kiss him on the cheek,when I'm happy. How he makes me happy.

Happy sounds fun , I like happy. I would be so much happier of Scott love me like I love him. It sounds stupid that loving him makes me happy but it does and I wish I didn't. he doesn't like me like that. we would've dated so long ago of he did.

Sitting here for so long thinking I didn't notice I started talking a lot.

(The only thing Mitch didn't notice was that Kirstie was standing outside his bunk listening to him.)

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