Falling😫

Coming clean again

Taylor's POV

Emily was doing her makeup when I woke up. I checked the time. Shit 7:30am. Why didn't she wake me up the bitch. I hop out of bed and grab my phone. I begin to freak out. I have 100+ snaps for Ethan. What if Leo's told him. I know that Leo was going round Ethan's for the night. But Leo wouldn't tell him. Would he? I'm sure he wouldn't! I hope he wouldn't!
"Em?" I whisper loudly. Her head turns quick. She can tell I'm worried.
"Do you think Leo's told Ethan?" I ask scaredly.
She shakes her head while powdering her face. That relieved me a bit but there was still a thought in the back of my mind that he has. I open the snaps.

I smile because luckily they're just pictures of him saying love you. At some point I'm going to have to tell him. That's gonna happen at break. I grab my makeup bag and do my makeup. We get dressed at 8:00. Then we hear a knock at the door it was Austin, seb, Leo and Ethan. Austin hasn't quite settled in yet. I think it's because all us are so close that it's hard to get comfortable.

"I love you, you know that right!" I say to Ethan. He smiles and kisses me.
"I love you too!" He gushes. We're such a soppy couple for god sake. But I think it's so cute.

8:10

"Time to leave twats!" Emily yells.
"Oi! You're the biggest twat!" Leo laughs. Emily grabs his arm.
"Little cunt!" She smiles kissing him. Why aren't they together yet!!! We all walk out of Emily's house as she's locking up, Leo put his jumper over her.
I hear a faint, " I need you to be officially mine!" From Leo.
"I am yours..." Emily replies.
"Looks like I'm your boyfriend..."  he smiled at her, slinging his arm over Emily. They catch back up with us.
"Lemily confirmed ?" Seb shouts. Leo nods and blushes. Never seen both of them so happy. We got to the shite hole which normal people call school. 1st and 2nd period are irrelevant. I was just shitting it to tell Ethan.

We walked into the canteen after drama and he was sat there. I walked up to him and the lads. Emily and I sat down with them and waited for the rest of the squad.  As soon as everyone is sat down I legit start crying. Ethan pulls me into his arms and asks me what's wrong. I whisper, "I'm pregnant." But he didn't hear.
"Guys! I have something to say..." I say over all them speaking. They all shut up.
"I'm pregnant...." I state quietly. Ethan goes silent.... but so did everyone else. But Ethan was the only person I cared about right now. They all started talking again but Ethan was shocked.

"Babe." I smile with tears in my eyes. He turns to me and he also is crying a lil. I lean into him and kiss him.
"Is it mine?" He questioned. I nod because I'm confident it was. He let out a small but cute smile.
"I love you!" We both say at the same time. I don't think anyone else really took in the fact I was pregnant. And if they did, they didn't show it.

The bell rings and we stand up from the table. I hug Ethan. I feel so safe in his arms. I never want to let go. Why does he have to not be in me lessons. It's so upsetting...