Falling😫

Confession

Emily's POV

Today will be hard. I woke up with taylor. Still in shock from the night before. We're ended. We're genuinely done. All because of me. I'm the reason we ended. If I didn't over react, If i let him explain. If I gave him another chance. I'd still be with him. The love of my live. The only boy I've ever loved. I'd be with him. But I'm not. I let my emotions over take my brain. Made my brain powerless. Now I have to live without him. Wonder what he's thinking. How's he doing. And I have to see him today. A LOT.

Taylor and I get ready for school. We walk to school. I get nervous each step we get closer to school. Just to see his face. That face. That gorgeous face of his. We finally get into school. He's already there. Taylor and I walk over to the table, there sat Leo, Ethan, Flynn, Robyn and Ava. We joined them. Leo looked sad. I knew I did. I can't look at him. I just want to kiss him. Kiss them lips. Ethan and Taylor are cuddled up together.
"How's everyone ?" I ask.
"Good you?" Ethan says. He's knows I'm not okay. He can read me like a book. He's like a brother to meh.
"I'm okay..." I trail off. I spot Leo looking over at me.
"How are you Leo?" Ava smiles. He looks down.
"Okay I guess... " Leo replies.

Two long lessons go by...

It gets to break. We're sat on our table. A few of us were missing. Luca was sat next to me. I think he knew me and Leo broke up. He was getting all touchy feely with me. Leo wasn't there. I think he went for a fag. Break almost finished when all of a sudden Luca kissed me. It was unexpected. I couldn't believe him. I slightly kissed back. He was a good kisser.
"If you couldn't tell, I really like you..." he whispers. I smile. Luckily the bell goes.
"French, we go!" Tay yells grabbing my hand and rushing off. Thank god. We get to French. I sit down, Tay and Luca sit next to me. A while goes past... nothing happens
"Hey em?" Rosa shouts. I look to her and smile.
"Is it true you and Leo broke up?" She asks.
"Yes why? Who told you..." I reply.
"Maddison... it's gone round the entire school." She says. My mouth drops. What a fucking shit stirrer...

"You have me now!" Luca smirks.
"I'm sorry but I don't like you." I cry. His face darkens. The bell goes. I run out. As soon as I get down the stairs I see Leo stood there with Maddison. She touches his arm knowing I can see her. I don't know what his face is doing. I just turn and look up to the ceiling.
"What the fuck Maddison!" I hear rosa yell. I cry. I don't know what happened but I hate it