「EROTOMANIA」

☁︎「its you」 ☁︎

I was kinda confused at his question and what he meant

but I simply said,
'I don't think so, what's that?'
I questioned hoping he'll tell me.

He closed his eyes while letting out a sigh and opened them slowly like a little sleepy puppy and sat down,

'it's a disease' he said, coldly.

I was shocked at his answer but also very confused at why he brought this up,

'he doesn't..for say...have it does he???' I said in my mind.

I was beyond worried now, but I hate that I've never heard of this before???

I decided to look it up when my shift ended,

"this isn't something you have right?" I decided to ask since my worry was getting the best of me.

I looked over at him while putting the whip cream on his frappe,

"jungkook??" I blurt out,

he wasn't answering and it made me quite...nervous???

ahh what is this, why am I worrying about him, he has a girlfriend I need to stop these feelings,

I shake my head,
I looked at him and he was just sitting there,
staring off into space, with the softest confused expression,

"I do" he said interrupting my thoughts.

My mind was all mushy now, my heart felt pain?? I didn't know what this was but telling from his face it wasn't good.

Tears started to form but i didn't let them fall, I couldn't.

"Is this something serious??" I asked bringing his drink over to him,

but I grabbed an extra strawberry to put on top, hoping to make him smile,

he loves strawberrries, he told me that they remind him of summer and happiness, he reminds me of all that, plus things I didn't even know existed, but I am too shy to tell him this, my body gets all numb when I'm around him, this stupid love is taking over me,

he interrupted my thoughts again.

"It's quite serious" he said not daring to glance me in the eye.

I was almost hurt?? what was this and why was he acting like this so sudden?? he looked fine when he walked in, he looked..happy???

what was this ahh I hate my little knowledge.

"Are you okay? Do you need to go to the hospital?" I asked hoping he would say no.

He shook his head,,
"no one can cure it...." he looked down at his hands and swallowed his saliva.

"it's getting to the point where I don't even know how to control myself, it feels like I'm getting stabbed in the heart, but I just can't seem to do what I have to" he carried on.

My eyes were tearing up pretty bad.

"What??? What do you mean?? Stabbed in the heart??? Are you getting pains?? Do you need medicine?? What do you need to do?? Why can't you do it???"
I couldn't stop myself from asking questions, my heart was filled with sadness, seeing him like this just made me want to hug him and physically give him all the stars in the universe.

"I can't take it anymore" he said softly and a bit quiet,
tears started to form in his eyes and he let them fall.

"Jungkook no please,, don't cry, angel what is the problem?? what is this disease?? I can look up how to fix it"
I asked grabbing his hands and wiping his tears away.

He looked up into my eyes with a soft but innocent gaze,

"it's you" he said letting more tears fall.

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ahh here's the end of another chapter :>
I hope you all enjoyed,, I sorta
left a cliff hanger but you all
probably assume what's going
to happen, but thank you so much
for reading!! stay safe omo 🌱
— author-nim♡