「EROTOMANIA」

☁︎「im the lion and you are the deer」☁︎

"WHAT???" I screamed in my head,

oh dear my mind hurt from all this, what does he mean me??? Am I hurting him???  What???

"What do you mean me jungkook, you're not making any sense"
I said still staring into his eyes.

He closed his eyes tight and tilted his head back a couple inches and sniffled, he was in literal tears, he was crying so much??? I didn't know what to do.

"no you don't understand." he continued.

I grabbed his cheeks in my hands and for once in my life, I was completely serious,

"jungkook, please stop crying, tell me what's wrong. This isn't making any sense to me, please just calm down, I am here..I will forever be right here"
I said softly gazing to and from each of his eyes,

he wiped his eyes,
"you see, if a lion fell in love with a deer, the deer would be in danger, everyone one around them would prey on that deer and make sure that it's life would be miserable...the lion would just have to sit there and take it , the lion cant show affection because it would hurt his reputation on 'king of the wild', as much as it hurts the lion, he just has to take the pain. You understand that the lion and the deer can't be together"

I was speechless, why is he bringing animals into this? Oh my head hurts.

"Jungkook? w-what?" I was choking on my words and tears.

"I'm in love with you" he said so softly and so quietly.

"Jungk-"

he interrupted me,
"I have been in love with you ever since i met you." ...........
"but I can't be with you, and it's tearing me apart" he said so softly,
his tears came back but more slowly and gentle.

Hearing this..made me happy but upset. I've always loved him more than a friend, but he isn't alone he has a girlfriend??? why is he telling me this???

"jungkook what about your girlfriend??" I said a little coldly.

He sighed but laughed at the same time
"you see I never wanted a relationship, my company made me. I don't love her like I love you" he wiped his eyes and laid his head on the table.

That's it, I can't hold back my tears anymore.

"So after all this time, when you told me you didn't have one bit of feeling for me,,, it was all a lie?? Jungkook do you know much pain you put me through"
I was angered but I wasnt going to let this break me.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry you don't deserve me, I'm such a horrible person, I'm so sorry"
he was sobbing so hard at this point.

I sighed and sat closer over by him.
"I am so in love with you, but I'm scared on what I may bring you" he said not lifting his head up.

"I feel the same way" I said and I didn't regret it.

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I'm so sorry that this
chapter is so short ahh
I've been very busy lately
but I hope to be writing more
very soon, so stay tuned and I hope
you enjoy the rest of the book !!
I also have realized that all
my stories about jungkook
are soft/fluff like but I hope to be
adding some horror, mystery, and sorrow into
it as well, ahh I have so many  ideas ;)
stay gucci - king taehyung
—author-nim♡