"I can't believe he actually followed me back, oh my god he liked my post." I talk out loud to my empty room.
I click on his page and look through his posts. He only posted six times, but I still admired his muscles in a mirror selfie he had uploaded.
I bite my lip as I close out of Instagram and open up twitter. I scroll through my timeline, almost drooling at all the Shawn Mendes photos that had popped up.
After a few hours of fangirling over Shawn and eating dinner, I decide I wanted to be cliche and post a tbh on Instagram. I turn off my phone and watch Riverdale for a bit before opening Instagram again.
kianlawley liked your post.
"What is going on" I couldn't contain my excitement as i began to pace around my bedroom.
"What do I even say to him?" I really need to stop talking to myself.
I start giving the others who liked the post tbh's and finally decide to do Kian's.
"tbh you're really cute and we should talk more"
delete.
"tbh you're super funny, hmu sometime and we can chill"
delete.
"Ughh" I had no idea what to say.
"tbh we don't talk, but you're chill." Jeez that is so lame.
My thumb hovers over my phone screen as I hesitate to press send.
"Fuck it" I mumble before sending the message. I let out a breath, as I already regretted sending that to him.
"I should have just ignored it. I shouldn't have even followed him in the first place." Here I go again with the talking to myself.
Kian: Took you a bit
Oh my god, he actually responded.
Sophia: Aha, sorry I had others to do.
Is this actually happening?
Kian: I was the first like though.
Was he really?
Sophia: Sorry!!
Wow Sophia, good one. Way to be lame.
Kian: I think I deserve a better tbh now.
Oh jeez, maybe it's time to be bold?
Sophia: Tbh you're really cute, and we have english together which is pretty cool.
Cool Sophia? Really?
Kian: I hate that class.
What? I love english. And he completely ignored everything else I just said. Yup, definitely too bold.
Sophia: Really? I love English.
Jesus, I'm so lame.
Kian: It's so boring though.
I mean he's not wrong, we barely did any writing in that class, we just read really boring books and did really lame assignments.
Sophia: Yeah, you're right.
Kian: Oh, so you only like the class because I'm there.
Oh god, what do I even say to that? Does he know about my crush? "Come on Sophia, get it together, he's fucking with you"
Sophia: Lies
It's totally not a lie.
Kian: False
Sophia: You caught me, I look forward to English every day because you're there.
Sophia: Kidding
I'm definitely not kidding.
Kian: False, you do
What is he trying to do?
Kian: Can I have your snap? It's easier to talk on there.
"Did he just?" Oh yeah he did.
"I can't believe this" Oh Sophia, you better believe it.
I give him my snap and wait for the notification.
kianlawley has added you as a friend!
