Hey. Hi. Hello there.
It's been a while.
I have literally no excuses. All I've been doing is binge watching Glee and obsessing over Great Comet.
I have a lot of emotions inside me right now because my body loves to flood me with hormones so I'm going to just talk about this guy I like because why the hell not.
His smile is literally the sweetest thing. The corners of his eyes crinkle and his smile is wide, like its genuine. His skin is tanned and his hair is a dark shade of brown. While most people don't agree with my perception of attractiveness, I refuse to allow people to disagree about this. This boy it the epitome of handsomeness. He's a basketball player and he's friends with my old neighbor who I'm still somewhat in contact with.
I haven't really formally met him but he likes my dog, which is a start. I mean hey, if he likes my dog he might like me.
Having crushes is one of the scariest things to me. If they were to find out about my feelings, how would he react? What if he felt the same way? Where do you go from there? I mean, we're going to different schools. I'm attending a public high school, while he's going to a private school.
I've never been in a relationship before, and while I want to be in one, it also scares me.
Wow okay this is getting deep. We can talk about how scared I am of commitment some other time.
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RandomI was inspired to do this because of @hanisnotonfire07 (check her out, she's great). This is kind of a place to just talk and vent. Some pieces of my writing might go in here as well. (Pardon some of the weirder pictures on the cover. I just wanted...
