Forgotten Memories pt 5

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(I know this took longer than a week to make, but I wanted to finish it off strong. Also for those of you who aren't aware, I will be doing more oneshots of Bon & Rin after this story is finished. Sorry if this wasn't as long as you were hoping, I seriously lost all creative thinking towards this story)


Bon's POV 

It's been a couple months since Rin has lost all recollection of me. The doctors have watched over him with weekly visits, but they're still not sure when or even if his memories will return. It's kind of bittersweet in the end, I'm ecstatic that he's not seriously injured, but another part of me wishes there was some better outcome than this. 

My depressing thoughts aside, Rin has had a good time getting back in the swing of things. He's had to re-do a lot of what he already learned simply because he doesn't remember learning any of it. Overall, he seems happy and that's good enough for me.

He's asked me a few questions about who I am to him and such. I didn't have the heart to tell him the truth, so I just lied to him. Dumb isn't it? Being scared to tell the love of your life that you were dating for years and years all because you don't want him to leave you. Oh well there's no use dwindling in the past.

That's another thing I've learned from this whole ordeal, that you can't cling to the past. As far as I'm concerned, what Rin sees now is my "past". Sure it sucks that he lost his memories, and reflecting on the past does make me happy, but I need to move forward. I love him too much to let go, but I refuse to let myself sink into this pit of despair. There's nothing good that comes out of constantly praying things could go back.

I guess something good to note is that lately whenever Rin looks at me, he dodges my eyes and starts to blush. So maybe, just maybe there's still hope for me.

I'll just have to wait and stay by his side, because no matter what happens, I'll always love Rin and these Forgotten Memories.



The End



(I'm so sorry if that sucked, i tried to wrap it up sweet but not too off the rails. The next one shots will probably only be a couple chapters, but they'll usually be around 1-2k words. Thank you so much for staying with me through this long process.)

Love, Norah

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