Au Revoir || l.s.

disparaître

disparaître : disappear [French]

Dear Louis,

You disappeared, so why can't I? I may as well; it won't make any difference. Liam stopped coming around. You keep ignoring me or avoiding me or whatever the fuck it is you're doing.

You fucking ruined me. Did you realize that? The slices I have placed onto my skin and the loud screams bouncing around my skull are in part from you. Do you know that I have a plan? A plan, yes. And a possibly dangerous one at that.

Lou, my love, come home. I need saving. I'm scared. We can just put the past behind us, forget this shit had ever happened.

I may have to go through with my plan. You don't need to know what it is. But I love you. And I'm thinking very hard about this.

But you disappeared. You fucking left me. So why shouldn't I?