THE LOST GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH Carl Grimes x Reader

Chapter 23 : Hold on...

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You probably think that I don't care about anyone or just a girl who blushes each time she hears her crush. You are not wrong but let me ask you something. I can be on the right team, fight for my dad, get the boy I want but I don't. Why?

Y/n POV.

I left Carl in the woods I'm just so tired.
I tired of caring and getting it taken away from me.
Why am I even fighting for the wrong team? I shouldn't be fighting for the right team either. I should just go away but I don't want to.

Carl POV.

No no no I ran in pain coming from my leg and pulled Y/n's wrist to make her face me. And I yelled " You are not doing this to me again! You are not leaving me! stop pushing me away!"

She looked at me in shock and said: "I fucking hate you why do you still want me?!?"

"Did you have to fucking ask?!?"

I release my breath and whispered

"I love you."

She looks at me and said

"Carl don't you see it everything is going wrong because of me! And us being together won't make it better!"

"You have to let me go!"

I looked up and said, "what if I cant."

"Carl." She let out a sigh and said: "Well you have to."

She walked away and this time I just walked to go find my dad.

Josh POV.

It hurt like fuck when Rick pulled the bullet granted I passed out. I felt bad for Y/n I wonder if she's broken.

I hate myself so much I'm so stupid after what she's been through I was a dick a push her to her limit.

Y/n POV.

I ran like a coward I am. I ran from the fight, from my dad, from people in Alexandria, from Carl.

I'm a coward and everyone knows it. I ran and kept running even if my legs were killing me I ran.

I ran into an abandoned house and just close the door and look around. It looked clear until I heard something upstairs I grabbed my knife and walked up to the door and to see the person I needed the most.

Molli POV. The_girl_31

I have been by myself for years. As the door open I saw a girl who looked like a person I knew but as she came closer I ran up to her and hugged her I finale found my cousin.

We cried, we talked, we laughed but we both knew we were both broken.

Neegans POV.

I was at war with Alexandria I called multiple times for Y/n but she wasn't anywhere to be found I got frustrated I went to her dad and let out a bullet the whole place went silent.

Y/n POV.

"H-How long have you been out here?"

She sighs and said, "I been alone since it started."

She cleared her throat and said "why are you by yourself. "

I look at her and said, "To be honest I ran I hate myself I didn't want to live." She looks down and said, "yeah I felt like that sometimes."(if you want you can play the song again)

I look out the window and realized the night was falling.

so I looked around the room and grabbed a book and hopped on the bed and started reading but eventually started crying softly then I felt arms around me and started crying more.

Rory's POV. WritersLife0818

I ran into the woods to look for Rick and Josh I ran and ran until I saw them I looked and saw Josh sitting up.

I ran up to him and hugged him while crying "I thought you were dead." "I'm sorry." " I love you Josh " he looked at me and pulled me in for a kiss and we did. It was full of passion but it was interrupted when Carl said: "I'm going to look for her."

Carl's POV.

How can they be making out when there's a girl out there. Neegan left as soon as we heard the gunshot who knows if Daryl dead or not.

Our world is broken so who gives a fuck. We should all just die since our world did.

I know I'm supposed to move on but it's harder than it seems but I have to Y/n could be dead and I can't keep thinking about her.

A/n

Guys, I cried this chapter is so broken and hurt that there's no hope I cried hard while writing this. If you are going through something just remember there's hope at the end of the dark tunnel. Just hold on a little longer.