Team Arrow Imagines {CLOSED}

"I'm a Monster." [2/2]

"Guys...I have an announcement to make." I say boldly.

"I was responsible for killing innocent the guards last night at Palmer Tech."

"What? How?" Oliver asks.

"I was drinking wine, my vision got blurry and I passed out. Then I woke up, I subconsciously woke up because I was already walking. It's like my mind and my body was being controlled by someone else. And I couldn't stop what I was doing..... I co- I couldn't stop killing those guards."

"I'm a monster." I whisper.

They all have shocked expressions on their faces but Rory walked towards me. He uses one arm to pull me into a hug and uses the other hand to hold mine. I bury my face in the crook of his neck.

"You are not a monster, Y/N."

I started to cry and he soothingly rubbed my back.

"You couldn't stop what you were doing." Oliver assures.

"But it doesn't justify what I did, Oliver."

"Every person in this room has killed someone. And it weighs on everyone's conscious. Now we will find the son of bitch you drugged you, and bring justice for those who have fallen. But this was not your fault, Y/N."

I drew in a shaky breathe and turn on the TV. The news reporter, or should I say Oliver's new girlfriend, is showing no mercy.

'This monster attacked at killed 20 guards at Palmer Tech last night. Not only did the attacker take these men and women away from their families, but they wiped the cameras. Enabling the SCPD from further investigating. Wherever you are, I hope you're--"

Someone turned off the TV, I turn to see it was Felicity.

"You shouldn't do this to yourself, Y/N."

"I know, I just....I can't get this out of my mind. I am a monster, I should pay for this."

"By doing what? By turning yourself into the police?"

"Yes."

"Y/N, I was joking."

"Well, I'm not."

"Hell no. Y/N don't even think about it."
Curtis intercepts.

"Hey. I thought you were training."

"I was, until I went to get water and I heard that you were going to turn yourself into the police."

"It's not polite to eavesdrop."

"You're my sister, I think I'm allowed to."

"Are you serious? You want to turn yourself into the SCPD?" Rory asks.

"Great. Now I'm getting ganged on."

"Damn straight, you're getting ganged on. Yes, you made a mistake. A mistake that you might not get over, but we are preventing you from doing a mistake that could last a lifetime. A mistake that could change the rest of your life."
Rene adds.

"If you want to turn yourself into the police, you're gonna have to get through us." Curtis boldly says.

"Well, I've done it before."