We get to Graysons and Ethan's, sky was wearing:
I was wearing:
And the boys wearing there's swimming boxers. As we stepped in the pool sky went to Ethan straight away and left me sitting on the other side with Grayson, which wasn't that bad 😏 but still. "Wanna play never have I ever" Ethan suggested, we all nodded. "Who wants to go first, .... sky" Grayson says. She nods "never have I ever..... been in a 2 years relation ship" she says, we all have our fingers down until, Ethan and me put it down but I automatically feel like falling apart
Flash back
I went out with this guy, for 4 years, I could leave him. Not that I didn't want to but.... he abused me, raped me basically done everything he could until I nicked him out and ran. I never saw him again but I don't want to"
End of flash back
Grayson looks at me and I can see the hatred in his eyes, for some reason which made me feel like he was ganna do something to me. "Ethan" sky says. "Never have I ever made out for like 1 hour" Ethan says looking at gray, I had 4 fingers up and so did Ethan but then Grayson put his finger down so he also had 4. I fell apart once he put it down, but I know I shouldn't. "Never have I ever had sex" gray says, automatically my tummy made me feel sick, Ethan still had 4 fingers and sky puts hers down so she has 4 and Grayson had 3 and I had 3. I saw Grayson force his jaw and his fists in the water clenching. "I'm not playing" I say looking in the water. "Why???" Ethan and sky say looking sad because I stopped the game because I didn't want to play. "Sorry" I say getting out and sitting on the beach chairs. I saw Grayson looking over and then look at sky and Ethan still playing or basically flirting, by then also getting out and sitting beside me.