GROWING UP

dear diary

" dear diary  i don't know what's  with sameer or sam as he likes to be addressed    slowly i fear that he might  climb  my wall and i wouldn't  be able to stop him he seems fine but still i can not trust  any one  he will have to face it im not any of those  bimbos  he sees at school  "  i sighed   while  looking at my diary i know what your  thinking  im too old for a diary haha im only 15  give me a break  it keeps me safe i guess  everyone has something  they  can rely on  i rely on books and my diary to keep me  distracted  from everyone and everything  it's like through paper i can pour my soul out and no one would judge

Feride!  Your always locked inside your room get the hell out of there  and cook dinner you are so lazy dear lord  what have you  given me !    Coming  mother! I answered   we all can't get what we want sometimes but its   life  no gain no pain and so i went  ahead  and did my chore  waiting for the day to end so i can go visit dreamland  where  there isn't  any  pain nor complaints

6:45am ! Dear lord what's  wronh with me im always late  i hurriedly  did my teeth took a shower and changed  i was lucky our house wasn't far from school  as im almost approaching  my class i hit a wall  who put a wall in the middle of nowhere  argh i hate everything!    Are you ok feride ? Sorry didn't  see you there  wait the  wall can talk wow but as i opened  my eyes i saw it was the person  who i wanted to avoid  wow thanks alot universe

Hey sameer  sorry i wasn't  looking he looked at me as if searching for something and said it's  alright  what are the odds im late  for class too  let me help you with  your books and so we  gathered  our stuff  and went our separate ways

As i was sitting in history class the teacher  was talking about  independence  i got really sleepy because lets face it history is boring no offence  to history lovers so i decided  to take my diary  and write  while searching for it  i realised something it was gone ! Like it vanished  i started panicking  oh my God! If someone reads  my diary  I'll  die  literary  but then it all came to this morning i know who has it dear lord

Sameer!