The Story Of My Life

Chapter 12

Chapter 12: Falling Apart

Louis' POV:

As I'm driving to my house I receive a text from Amber.

"Baby? Where are you?"

I text back after I get inside my house. "Home... Why do you care?"

"Um... Because I'm your girlfriend! I'm worried about you!"

"Yeah, right! Come to my house if you REALLY care about me!" I turn off my phone and lay down on the couch.

If she doesn't come in 2 minutes then I'm killing myself! She doesn't need me anyway!

The doorbell rings. I open the door. A pair of arms wrap around me.

"Why did you leave?" Amber looks into my eyes.

"Why do you think?!" I snap, pushing her away.

"What did I do?" She asks. Ha! Such acting!

"You know what you did!"

"No, I don't! Please tell me!"

"Why don't you go ask your boyfriend, Niall?"

"WHAT? I HATE HIM!"

"THEN WHY WERE YOU MAKING OUT WITH HIM IN THE BATHROOM?!"

"I WASN'T! I WAS ON A WALK!!!"

"THEN WHO DID I SEE?!"

"I DON'T KNOW, BUT IT WASN'T ME!!!!!" She starts crying. She's telling the truth.

"I-I'm sorry." I pull her back in for a hug.

She puts her hand on my chest to stop me. "No..." She gets her bag, walking toward the door.

"Where are you going?"

"Home..."

"You can't go home! You'll get hurt!"

"I'm already hurt!!!"

"How?"

"If you really are accusing me of kissing Niall tonight, then you really don't deserve me!!!"

I stand there silent with tears in my eyes as she walks out the door. She told me she would always be here for me! She lied!

I can't live without her... And now I've hurt her... And she hurt me... I gather some pills and head to the bathroom.

I text her. "I'm sorry... But you lied... You said you would always be here for me... You promised to never leave me... I thought you loved me... But you obviously don't... So I'll just end my life right now if that's what you want... No one needs me... The band can go on without me... You can go on without me... I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I'm sorry..." I put my phone down on the floor.

As I sit there with 20 pills in my hand, I notice...

Everything is falling apart...