Naya's POV
I stood there in shock, Demi's words replaying in my head. I can't believe she never told me this before. I mean what if she felt like this before we planned. I can't get the image of her expression out of my head. She seemed so scared to tell me, but relieved afterwards.
"I don't know if I'm ready for the baby yet." Is all I hear in my head. The words replay like my favorite song. Now I really feel like I've been pressuring her.
"Babe?" She asks, trying to get my attention. I sit there and stare at the wall. My knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around them too."Please. Say something to me." I turn my head slowly. My eyes closed, not wanting her to see the hurt in them.
"Why didn't you tell me before?" I manage to huff out, still trying to fight back tears.
"I don't know, I didn't know how to explain it."
"Is this why you haven't been eating? Moving? Even touching me? Are you disgusted with me?"
"What!?! Naya no I'm not disgusted with you. I love you!" I finally open my eyes to look into hers. Their filled with hurt and passion. I stare deeply at her. I move closer to her, letting my hands rest at her cheeks. I pull her face to mine and brush my lips against hers with every word.
"All you had to do was tell me. I would've understood. Okay?" I watch her nod her head and swallow hard. Knowing exactly what she wants. I kiss her lips, letting them rest there."But, think about it more. You were the one to convince me to have a kid now. I want this with you Demi. I really, really do. I know that shitty dream is getting to you. Let it go. It won't happen, okay? Just promise me." She looks hesitant. I push her on the bed and lay on top of her. She's still thinking about the promise. I lean down and kiss her jaw, then down to her neck. I press my lips to her skin and mumble."Promise me?" She still doesn't give me an answer. I suck on her neck leaving a mark with my teeth. My hands roam her body, reaching under her shirt. I lift my hands up the shirt following and feel her exposed skin. I go up to her ear and nibble on it giving it small tugs. "Demi, promise me please!" I whisper in her ear, pleading. I feel her hands on my body, and she flips me over. Me still straddling her, her in between my legs. I instantly wrap my legs around her pulling her closer to me. She kisses my neck, while her hands pull on my hair. I try to hold the moan waiting to escape my mouth. But soon it comes out, once she nibbles on my skin just below my ear. She kisses it to calm me and pecks my lips. She comes up to my ear, her warm breath on my skin making me tremble.
"Demi." I moan again when she sucks on my neck once more.
"I promise babe." She kisses my lips again only with more passion. She pulls away, leaving sweet playful kisses all over my face.
"I love you!" We both say at the same time. We both start to giggle and laugh at each other and soon go back to making out.
Okay peeps. This is 27. Hope you like it. Sorry I haven't been able to upload. I'm having a shitty day. I haven't really been staying strong, like before. Sorry. But hope you like it, enjoy. :/
~Essence
