Into the Darkness (Ciel x Reader)

"I Can't"

(Ciel's Pov)

We have finally gotten to the manor after the case was finished and I was helped out of the carriage, I had Sebastian carry on (Y/n) I opened the front doors and heard everything one say,"Welcome back young master",I ignored them and stood there for a second,"How was th...",Finny instantly stoped at the site of the condition (Y/n) was in,"W-What happened",Finny looked saddened."Have no worries Finny, We just need to care for some wounds she has. Mey-Rin do you mind helping care for (Y/n)?" Sebastian was obviously filled with anger but tried to hide this, it was quite amusing seeing Sebastian in this state."Go care for (y/n),"I ordered and walked up stairs to my office, I had a lot of paperwork to make up after that case. I also had to send a letter to the queen letter her know I am finished. I sat there for about a hour signing papers and doing work and gradually drifting off from my work and fell asleep.

~DREAM LAND~

I was young, frightened, I ran threw hall after hall as the fire grew. I ran threw some doors to find a black figure laying on the ground, I ran up to it and got on my knees,"S-Sebastian?"I questioned as I put my hands on my dead pet. Tears drifted down my face. I turned my head to find the fire drifting closed I stood up and ran as tears continued to fall, I ran threw some double doors to find both my parents dead and their blood stained the floor the flames everywhere. I needed to find someone who could help I ran out of the room and threw lots of different doors that lead to Long hallways",Someone help everyone is going to die!"I yelled as I ran through the halls I turned a corner and saw Tanaka,"TANAKA HELP ME!"I yelled as I ran towards him he turned his head worry filled his eyes."You must not come over here! Please run away, Lord Ciel all way to awful for..." Tanaka was cut off as he was stabbed through the stomach,"TANA..."I tried to yell but was grabbed and taken away. A clash was heard from the banging of a cage door closing,"Let's take him with us he will fetch a good price,"Was the last thing I heard before the horses started moving. I remember the fear as I curled up in a ball in the corner, the screams on (Y/n) and the other children still eco in my mind, the pain I felt as they burned that god dam mark into our fragile bodies, I happiness and lust in the faces still haunts me to the dark figures with the creepy smiles drifting closer and closer each second and in a blink of an eye pain surges through my body as the knife digs through me and I feel as if no one can help us anymore.

~Dream ends~

I wake up in a cold sweat, Sebastian walked in with my morning tea. Sebastian must had moved me in here last night after caring for (y/n)", How is (Y/n) Doing?"I asked as I took the tea from Sebastian,"Much better my lord! We have cared for her wounds but it might be hard for her to get around, she hasn't awakened since last night but I think she will be fine!",Sebastian said with a big smile on his face, it was sincere and truthful, something I haven't seen from him in a long time but I ignored it,"Very well, get me dressed the prepare for lunch",I ordered as he got on one knee and bowed.

~time skip~

It was getting late and from what I know (Y/n) still hasn't gotten up so I decided to go see her. I walk down the hallways and find an old photo of my parents on the wall, my eyes grew dull and I looked away from it and continued walking. I walk into (Y/n's) room and saw Sebastian caring for (Y/n),"Sebastian go take down the photo of my parents down, I'm the new Earl and there is no need for that to be there,"I ordered Sebastian he nodded his head and left the room. I looked over at (Y/n), she was laying there with sweat all over. I could tell that she was having a bad dream, she looked so helpless, it was kinda cute... No! I have a betrothed and we are to get married so I can't love her, can I? All of this ran through my mind and I noticed the (Y/n) was starting to wake up she didn't seem to be in a good mood, something was wrong.

(Y/n Pov DREAM)

Darkness was all around me and I couldn't escape, unable to move my body. A light appears and I look at it, most people would reach for the light but to me it was unsettling. I stare at the light and a figure appears, an angel, Her white wings were huge and and she wore a white dress, her blond hair was short and her smile was creepy. I couldn't control my body and was forced towards her,"Hello (Y/n)! My name in Angela,"She said with her smile growing wider,"I don't care who you are,"I say keeping a frown on my face," What is it you want?" Her smile faded away and she glared at me,"I want to help you, all you have to do is take my hand,"She said holding out her hand. I stood there and looked at the hand,"And if I don't?" I question, a smile appeared on her face the second I asked that,"If you want to see your parents again then I would take my hand,"She said my eyes widened and I took a step back,"Y-You can't do that, there d-dead!"I yelled in disbelief,"See for yourself,"She said taking a step to the side and there stood my mom and dad smiles on there faces as they looked at me, I drop to my knees and tears fall down my face,"T-This can't be,"I whisper to my self looking down at the ground,"Sweetie, I know this seems impossible but we are her,"I heard my father say as I look up at them."You can see them again you know,"I heard Angela say as I felt a hand on my shoulder,"And how is that?"I asked closing my eyes to try to stop the tears I just sat there until I heard Angela whisper In my ear,"Let me purify you,"My eyes shot open at that word,"P-Purify? And what might purifying me do?"I asked as fear filled my mind,"I will take everything bad away all the memories of your past and replace them!" Her voice filled with happiness. I stood up looked straight at my parents and said,"No!" I knew if I did this I would forget everything including the friend I have made,"I have a family and I knew it's crazy and bad things happen sometimes but I i joy hanging out with them. I refuse to forget them, they might make messes and get into trouble sometimes but I love them because that's what they are! Do you hear me? That's Just Who They Are!" I yelled facing Angela and anger filled her,"So be it, I will purify you don't worry!"She yelled and with a wave of her hand shot me back into the darkness I started in and found pain shoot through my body and I shut my eyes. I open my eyes and all the pain was gone we'll sort of I was in my room and saw Ciel standing there by my bed.