Into the Darkness (Ciel x Reader)

"Tragedy"

 (Ciels POV)

Ever since (Y/n) Circus act I didn't see her, I couldn't help but wonder where the heck she was. I looked over to Sebastian who of course didn't leave my side, I told him the information that I found out when I was in Beasts room we walked behind a tent and started to talk but that's when I started to feel sick I pushed that aside and continued talking to Sebastian, this feeling got worse and worse intil I felt light headed and threw up all over the ground the last words I heard were,"YOUNG MASTER", I passed out right after.

(Y/n POV)

I turned around to see the doctor in his wheelchair right behind me," You need rest, you should go back to bed", He said grabbing my arm,"W-What happened Smile", I asked Pulling out of his grip."I will explain when you wake up but you must sleep now",He said with a frustrashion in his eyes," No! I won't sleep I feel fine and if you won't tell me then I'm leaving",I said walking towards the exit."(Y/n) Come back you need help",He said rolling towards me. I froze hearing the name (Y/n), My name, the name my parents said before picking me up or yelled when've I was in trouble the name they used when talking to me I turned on my heals facing the man in the wheelchair, Holding back the tears from the memories that hit me the second he said that name,"Don't call me that",I yelled angrily,"My name is Rose now not (Y/n)", I stared at the doctor then felt someone grab my wrist pulling me into a hug which scared me at first, I looked up to see Joker standing there with a smile on his face, I pulled away from him still frowning and said," Is this another one of those attempts to make me smile"."No, well yes but also I'm happy your alright but shouldn't you be in bed",He said still smiling,"I was just leaving",I said walking away towards my tent not looking back, Neither Joker nor The Doctor stopped me from leaving which kinda shocked me but I didn't care by this point, I walked towards my tent zoned out in thought intil I accidentally bumped into someone causing me to trip but the person caught me quickly catching me off guard, I looked at the dark figure to find Dark holding me from falling."S-sorry",I said still trying to figure out what just happened,"No problem are you alright", He asked looking down at me, I noticed that it was black who caught me, I just knodded thanked him for catching me and walked to my tent going straight to sleep I have had quite a day.

(Sebastian's POV)

Rose was quite and interesting girl her soul damaged like Ciels yet it had a certain strength to it but there also was something else something I couldn't quite make out about her it was strange,after Ciel was sent to the infirmary I went to do the task he sent me on but while I was heading back I saw Rose walking towards me I could tell she was angry, she didn't notice me there and tripped over me I quickly caught her before she fell I watched as her eyes widened obviously this event caught her off guard, She was slightly shaken up that's when she said,"S-Sorry", I smirked saying," It's no problem are you alright", She didn't answer in words but she did knodd then stood up and walked off to her tent. Her soul, so delectable yet something made me feel like I needed to protect her, Yes, she is quite an interesting girl I headed back to the infirmary tent to check on Ciel to find Joker and The Doctor talking they both looked at me like they weren't expecting anyone else to come in," Sorry am I bothering anything", I said trying to say something to end this silence," No nothing at all, Coming to check on Smile here are ya",Joker said with a smile, I knodded and looked to see that Ciel was asleep, I didnt feel like waking Ciel up so I knodded to the both of them and headed towards my tent, once I made it to my tent William as usual was rambling on about how he sleeps and that I can't disturb him and how I can't cross this stupid line the only thing I got from his rambling was that it was gonna be a boring night, I got on the top bunk and layed there bored waiting for morning to come.

~Time skip~

(Y/n POV)

Waking up was strange, I was in a horrible daze that didn't seem to go away. I slowly sat up and my vision started to clear, what the hell was going on. I stood up getting out of bed still slightly dizzy I stumbled while walking but some how managed to get my costume on and leave my tent, the sun seemed brighter than usual I could tell this wasn't gonna be a good day for me. I started to walk towards the breakfast tent still dizzy, I nearly tripped but caught myself luckily no one saw me, I made it to the tent and got my food I guess everyone could tell something was wrong because everyone just stared at me but I ignored it. Once I got to my seat I didn't say anything to anyone sitting near me I just sat there and ate my food. Everyone just sat there looking at me, I eventually just got up cleared my plate and left agravated. I decided to go check on Ciel but when I got to the infirmary he was gone, Maybe he was in his tent so I walked to his tent and said,"Hey Ciel you in there", There was no answer so I entered the tent but once again he wasn't there, I started to look around but no sign of Black nor smile anywhere I eventually gave up and just went through my normal routine.

~Time skip~

I haven't seen Ciel nor Black anywhere geez I really wished I knew Blacks actually name, I was starting to get worried that Joker and them found out there actually identity, It was dark and I just finished off with the circus acts maybe I should go find Joker I thought but that's when I saw Joker leading a horse towards the exit I ran after him and said,"Joker where are you going", He looked back with his usual smile," Father has requested my presents so I could report our progress", My eyes dulled as he said that," Then in going with you",I said as I walked towards him."No you dont have to..", I cut him of by saying," You aren't going alone I know how you dread going to fathers so I'm coming with you", He just stood there looking at me and eventually gave in we both got on the horse and road it away.