*Y/N's Mom ^^
"So how was school?" I was now in my moms car as she drove to her business.
"It was fine I made a new friend. Her name is Lily she's really nice. Also Coach gave me a book that for exercise that he used for his leg when he broke it. I told him I still wanted to play soccer. So he said that he'll help me if that's what I really want." I said with a smile and looked at my mom who also had a smile.
"That's my girl. Good to know you aren't giving up on your dreams." She smiled and patted my shoulder. "I'll also help you by making sure you do those exercises. You got like two almost three months before the first game. I know my baby can do it." She said with a proud smile. I smiled back. "Thanks mom."
"Did you see the girls?" She asked as she stopped at a red light. I sighed and looked out the window. "Yea I saw them." I felt my mom taken my hand in hers. "Hey you have grown up with these girls your whole life. Yo-That's exactly why I can't find myself forgiving them. They have known me since we were all in diapers. They should have never doubted me in the first place. They all knew that James was a complete jerk that bothered me. But they pushed hat aside and basically threw me to the curb along with my feelings." I said as I get my self get overwhelmed with anger and sadness.
"Hey hey. Relax. Yes they kinda of deserve to probably feel the way they feel now. But they didn't know about you almost dying. Yes they made a bad choice but everyone makes mistakes. Everyone deserves a second chance." She said as she continued to drive towards the tall building.
"That's the thing I don't know if I can forgive them." I whispered as I felt my eyes fill with tears. "It's okay sweetie. When ever your heart and mind agree to forgive them then you will." She said as she stopped in front of the building parking her car in the spot that's for her.
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"Hey there Y/NN how have you been?" I looked up to one my moms co-workers Sam. I smiled at him. "I'm good thanks Sam." He smiled and nodded. He kept me talking while my mom was in a meeting with some of her models.
"Hey Sam is-Y/N?" I looked up at the familiar voice. Lauren. What the hell is Lauren doing here?
"Lauren?" She smiled slightly. Sam smiled. "Uh I'll let you girls talk." I quickly shook my head. "There's nothing to talk about." I said as I got my crutch and stood up.
"Wait Y/N please. Just two minutes. Two minutes that's all I ask." I sighed and looked down.
"Lauren I s-said the s-same thing to Dinah and I'll s-say it to you too. For m-me to forgive you girls. I'll n-need s-space and time." Lauren sighed as she looked down.
"Y/NN we have been. Best friends since we in diapers-which is way you girls sh-shouldn't have doubted m-me in the first place." I said as limped away.
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"Mom why didn't you tell me that Lauren worked here." She looked up from her away from the dress she was fixing. "I didn't think anything of it. I needed an assistant and I've known her for long time. I hired her before the accident." I sighed and nodded.
"I'm guessing you saw her." I sat down on the chair and nodded but before I could say anything someone walked in.
"Uh Ms.Miles I got the papers you requested also the models that are supposed to be here tomorrow are here right now. Said something about wanting to come and make friends." I kept my gaze out the window.
"Thank you Lauren. And you can tell the models that they can come in my office when they'd like."
"Yea of course. Anything else?"
"No that's all thank you Lauren."
"No problem."
I heard the door shut. I heard my mom sigh. "Y/NN you can't ignore them or make them go through this. They hurt you, yes. Think about it Y/NN. As much as this hurts me that day that I'll have to remember for the rest of my life. Y/N you died." I looked at my sadly. Her eyes were beginning to fill with tears. I couldn't imagine how my mom felt. Even though I'm okay she's still hurting.
"They have been your friends since the beginning could you imagine how hurt they'd feel if things didn't the way they did. Y/N all I saying is that you got this second chance. Make things right with you friends. I know you miss them." I got up and limped towards wrapping my arm around her waist as I pulled her into a hug as she wrapped her arms around me pulling me in close and tight but making sure she didn't hurt me. She softly cried into my shoulder. She's right.
Ally, Normani, Lauren and Dinah are hurting now. And that's only cause we aren't talking. I could only imagine how devastated they'd be if I didn't survive the car accident.
"Ms.Mil- oh sorry." I let go of my mom and looked the other way wipe my tears.
"It's okay Lauren. What did you need?" My mom asked as she looked Lauren as she wiped her tears. She smiled slightly.
"Uh Ms.Cabello is here to see you. Said she had a new deal for you." My mom nodded. "Send her in." I looked at Lauren who was looking at mom concern she then looked at me just as concern. She hesitantly walked out the door.
"Please talk to her Y/NN. As much as you don't believe it Lauren needs you and so do the other girls especially Dinah." I sighed and opened my mouth to say something. But someone walked into the the office.
"Miles nice to see that both of you are still here. Nice mother daughter bonding but we need to talk business." I looked at the lady to see the woman who causes my mom a lot of drama.
"I wouldn't say the same about you but let's get to talking business." I got my crutch and walked out of the office. I looked at Lauren who sighed sadly and nodded slowly walking the other way.
I sighed and let her walk away. I'll talk to them. I will. Just not know.
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Short, next one will be longer. Quick question.
Forgive them?
Or not?
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