These moments when everything is wrong. This is when I want to come running back. To let it all out and for you to wrap your arms around me. For you to tell me everything's going to be okay. That I'll be fine. And all those wonderful things you say. The love and affection that you show. In times like these I never had to pretend. I never had to worry about who I was or what I did around you. I could be me and never stress about it. I didn't have to worry about measuring up. I knew you loved me for me and not who I should have been. Well. Now that's all gone and I have to pretend like I'm perfectly fine without you. But I'm not. That's the thing. I'm not okay without you. My heart breaks every time I think of you. My world seems to fade and be dull without you here. You're the only one who can make me smile. These days i don't even know what smiling is. I miss it. All the great times we've had. All the memories we've made. Well that's all gone now. And I have to find a way to be okay without you by my side.
