Unspeakables

Conner's Words

Conner and I have been friends since his freshman year I believe. We were never close but that's not unusual for me. Most of my anxiety is social, I haven't really been close but to a handful of people.
Not only is he my friend but he is cousins with my boyfriend. On top of that he only lives down the road from us.
Conner also happens to be gay so for pride month he decided to do a pride shoot. A few days before he posted on Facebook about it I had made a few pride designs. To me that was a sign that I needed to be apart of that shoot. I mean I'm bisexual why wouldn't I be the perfect fit? I'm just kidding I didn't expect to be apart of it.
I texted Conner and ask to be apart and he happily said he wanted me to be in it. Which it didn't quite go as planed but it was still fun and we still got some great shots!
Afterwards Conner asked me to come to his house and help him edit photos. I of course said yes but it was a few days before we was both free.
The photos took forever to upload to my computer so we had more than enough time to talk. We talked about odds and ends until he finally mentioned ghost hunting.
He was asking me to go ghost hunting with him and Andrea. Where they research about the place and then go there at night and look around while videoing it. My first response was no. Cadelyn doesn't play around with ghost. I didn't really want to reopen that curse and never sleep again. Looking at it now I may not have a choice.
We moved on to talking about our ghost experiences. Which lead Conner to ask me if I knew about him doing Wicca stuff. Which I did and he showed me all his stuff from essential oils, candles, dead box, books, and his wand.
Which this was a good topic for me. Due to my mother I had dabbled a few times before and studied up. Then we began talking about more supernatural and magical stuff. He told me about other people he knew with gifts. Like Andrea and Kaylnn. He told me how Andrea is a medium basically and how Kaylnn is a almost powerful as him Wiccan.
Then he proceeded to tell me about this demon. A demon trapped in a old church. The church is in our county and about half ruined. The story behind the church is some satanic based people come to the church and summoned the demon. They put a barrier up so he couldn't be free. They then made a deal to feed him if he gave them more power. This was years ago but Conner has heard the demon.
Conner was there with a group of friends a few months back. He came up to the barrier and was feeling on it. He was holding onto a nearby friend and broke the barrier. Then the demon said thank you. Conner just realizing what he had done turns to see he had drained his friend of his energy.
Conner preceded to tell me about how he has never met anything powerful enough to control him but that one did it without him realizing. He thinks his recent breakup cause him to have his guard down.
We moved on to the topic of a dream he had that he believed to be connected. He dreamt of a demon holding people up with its magic. The people were almost beaten looking and almost dead. Him and Kaylnn tried to stop the demon but the demon just flung them back. Clayton sometimes has dream which end up predicting things that are going to happen.
Well since the unleashing of the demon there has been three people who wouldn't commit suicide have attempted. Not to mention the growing number of fatal car accidents. Right now there is at least 4 fatal accidents in surrounding counties and in ours. One day there was 3 in 2 hours all on one of the interstates. Two of them involving one car crossing the medium and hitting another. I don't remember the third one.
Not to mention everyone in the town seems to be more on edge. Including us, and our powers increasing. For me I have been too empathetic. Instead of my emotions matching the other persons I have been more than doubling how they feel. For instance if their a little sad I'm probably crying. Also it started up ghost activities in the new house.
We also talked about possibly killing it or trapping it. Conner believes he needs as many people as he can get to help him. Also we agreed that trapping it would be our best bet. Basically to lure it back into the church and put the barrier back up.
After telling me all this Conner must have decided that he needed me to know everything. He continued with that werewolves, vampires, werecoyotes, and werecats are real. This is the hard part for me to grasp still.
Now I can't remember exactly how this part went but stay with me here. I'm going to do the best I can. Conner has already mentioned to me he is a don't believe if he can't see. He tells me about how he has a werewolf friend and how he saw them change. I believe he also told me he has a vampire friend but if he did we never returned to that subject.
Then he begins to mention how he suspects that I am not all human. Which when he said that struck me back to a memory of me as a kid thinking that. He noticed and pushed on. So I tell him about how I remember thinking that before. Conner ask me to explain everything that could fall in that category. Therefore I do. I tell him all of the of my dreams of people killing me, how one of them I met the person a year later (luckily he didn't end up shooting me, he actually was a great friend and I ruined that dumbly), my depression, my anxiety, my sense of knowledge(sometimes I think things that are going to happen or answers to something, often predicting death and possibly how), how I prefer the dark, paranoia ,empathy, my sense of feeling presence, how I never want to fight but be a peacekeeper, yet my anger problems, and everything I could think of. He got the idea that I might be part banshee.
For those of you who don't know a banshee is an Irish myth of a woman, often depicted as a mother who died in childbirth or a murdered woman, who can predict death. Often times their heard singing or screaming to warn someone has died or is about to go in a situation when their not likely to come out.
I have been trying to do reach search I'll write that in here too. Because so far I don't think I am part one. It just seems unlikely with what I have found.
Anyways this wasn't the end of the night. Conner wanted me to focus and draw information out of no where like I do but this time trying. I have never tried to before until then. He wanted me to guess who the werewolf is.
It was hard very hard for me to do it. I have only done it before relaxed and not trying. He tired thinking it and I told him I couldn't. That I was trying to hard and getting nothing. I had him describe something I wouldn't know about that person. He went on about her eyes how they are blue and when she transforms they glow even brighter blue.
I thought and I thought but I couldn't come up with anything. Too much of a wall I was getting nothing at all not any kind of feelings. Therefore I started to think well who has blue eyes? Ashley does but surely she's not anything. I mentioned to him that I know Ashley has blue eyes but I didn't think she was anything.
Conner agreed that he didn't think she was anything either and pushed for me to keep trying. Eventually I just guessed Kaylynn because I was getting nothing. The guess was right and I believe I asked him what he was since he had mentioned he can transform into something.
He of course wouldn't tell me what he was but to tap in and figure it out. I looked him over trying my best to keep an open mind so I could feel something or think something. Nothing once again so I asked Conner to describe to me some things of what it's like when he transforms. I'll be honest at this point I was starting to feel like shit. Like I told him all these great gifts I have and I can't prove a single one. I also can't remember if he described at all but he decided he would just show me a little bit.
He went from laying back on is bed to one is feet crouched on his bed in no time. Like if my ass tried that I'd have fallen face first, but I am clumsy. I was sitting in a chair next to his bed because I have a bad lower back that needs supported often. He started to try to get mad to bring it on and so me just a little bit. He's lost control before in the past so yeah I was nervous at this point.
As I watched him looking for changes he mentioned he back bones where moving as he was re adjusting his back. The more he talked the deeper his voice got and the more aggressive his pushing to get me past my barrier. The worst he said was, "push or I'll find a way to make you". I kept thinking werewolf at time and vampire at times. I had something but I didn't know what. It was a confusion of feelings. I started at his facing watching and I started to see movement I blink my eyes and things seemed to be normal again but only for a fraction of a second.
That's when I saw it. I saw his face different. His cheek bones where more pronounced. His eyes were so dilated that I could barely see the blue slither that was left of his iris. Conner's cheeks were so sunken in and his faces almost seemed longer. His nose was more bony looking and his hair had seemed slightly darker and longer.
I took all of this in within a few seconds and sharply closed my eyes tight and kind of looking away. My first instinct was that it's getting dark and I see things in the dark all the time. When I looked back he was more relaxed and I told him what I saw and tried to tell him what I thought. How I was confused. How at one point I thought werewolf and how at another I thought vampire. I told him about the face changing and how the structure made me think vampire or people who have been living in caves for centuries.
As soon as said that the blood seemed to drain out of my body. About two weeks ago I drew a picture of a frightening creature. Who's face structure made me think that but without the hair. Which I have sent him a picture of it by now. We aren't sure if I drew him or what. I'll attach the picture to this page sometime.
On similarities of it he teeth do get sharper, all of them, structure is similar. On differences his eyes don't glow red and never fully get black like that. He keeps his nose and as far as we know his ears don't get pointy. He also had hair that grew longer.
Anyways he ends up telling me he's part werecoyote and vampire. Conner told me that his were part comes from his Native American ancestors. His vampire part comes from someone else in his family. Apparently this person only lived on blood.
And you're probably here thinking damn this is a long night. Well all this happened kind of quick. It's just really a lot to type and and I'm trying to shorten it without forgetting important details. But we are finally to the last part of the night.
Finally Conner wanted me to try one more time on finding something out about him. This on was a little easier on me. I felt pain which I know him being gay and always doing signs of supernatural his mom would beat him for it. Also people at school are always picking on him for no damn reason other than he's gay and no one in this small town knows how to not hate someone because their different. So I pushed past the hurt. Searched for something I didn't know and I soon felt more pain but different. And aching I did something bad pain.
Then it hit me like walking into a wall a darkness I could picture in my head because it was so strong
It was the closer I got the more smokey dark it got and eventually nothing but black. And a hard black ball that seemed to feel locked up. Along with it was the feeling of physically hurting someone almost to the point of murder. Surely Conner hasn't murder.
I looked at him then and told him what I saw and the feelings that came with it. That's when Conner surprised me telling me things about when he wasn't able to control it at all. About how when he shifts he doesn't remember doing it. He told me about how he didn't like this one guy and when he shook his hand he accidentally cut his hand with claws. He told me about his mother how he thinks he hurt her. He of course wouldn't tell me everything which I told him was fine. So he's left the harder parts for me to figure out. He also mentions he thinks he may have killed someone but he's not sure. That was all he mentioned about that.
After talking about that for a little bit it was almost time for me to go and he kept insisting he do he growl because something told him that if he did I would have a helpful dream about it. He told me every fiber insisted and I told him all my fibers said bad idea. He did it anyways and it was instantly familiar. That I heard that exact growl before but didn't know where.
Conner goes maybe you have heard me out and about. I quickly shook my head no and told him that if I heard that when I was out and about I'd make sure to never go back. Which he YouTube coyote growls to just see how similar it was. Which it was but yet deeper and darker. Not to mention right before I felt we both heard a constant like howl with a few other noises. I thought wind at first until I looked out and there was no wind at all. By the time I was outside it was already quiet again.
It's also been 3 nights now and no unusual dreams or supernatural dreams. But people in this town keep dying. There is probably only six thousand in the county if that. And we don't have deaths this often especially not of old age.