June 15, 2012
Dear Riley...
My name is Ella, I know that this is really stupid...But this is just a distraction for what Im suppose to do.. Im so so tired Riley. I know that what I do is wrong but its only my help and my block from all my problems. Im a wreck, everybody hates me even my parents. Im also adopted and my adoptive mom says that my real parents hates me thats why they abandoned me... I don't know what to do anymore... I've been cutting since I was 13, and now Im 16. I don't know where my real parents are but I know that my Real Mother is dead. Riley I want to kill myself already. and you're the only one who is keeping me alive. Im so done with this world, its like everything I do is wrong... Im so weak and pathetic. I don't even have a friend. I have no more hope left. Im finish with this hell on earth... But Riley would you Be My Soldier?
-Ella
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Be My Soldier || Before you Exit
Fanfiction"You got holes in your jeans and a few in your heart, you don't know what it means to me to watch you fall apart"~SOLDIER~. When everything is falling apart there is always one person who will save you from the darkness of your heart...
