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Peace?

“Peace is not about absence of conflict, it is the ability to handle conflict by peaceful
Means”

It was morning 8:07 AM

I took a bath, I feel weird, do I feel alone? Having no company for a long time is hard.

I never felt like this I spaced out on the shower, I walked out of the shower and looked in the mirror to see a reflection of myself.

If you don't know what I look like, Then now should be the right time.

I have black hair
With red ruby eyes, I wasn't
Quite buff but just fine.

I wore our usual uniform
Black long sleeves with a breast plate and gauntlet we wear leather boots enough to stop a bite from a zombie.

I slowly put down my gauntlets.

I looked at my hands, I remembered something, something that will keep me sane, the only thing that keeps me from moving on through this horrid world.

I walked the empty hall way of dorms.

I started to wonder can peace still be maintained not only for others but for me too.

How long can I keep my sanity?

For a while I thought I saw Connor but it looks like I was only hallucinating.

Do I really deserve living through this world for this long? Suddenly a memory, a happy memory came to me.
I told myself I wouldn't say that again.

While going down the stairs I got a glimpse Andre, he looked fine from yesterday tch! How much of a bad memory was that, why can't I let it go.

There must be a problem with me.

I held my head and continued going down the stairs.

I finally got down. I knew I wasn't doing fine, I don't feel sick and all, just that my head hurts.

I went to the cafeteria to buy my breakfast, eggs with bacon and coffee, only this time I didn't eat at the cafeteria, most people preferred to eat alone at breakfast, I was amongst them.

I got to my work station and ate.

I was thinking how would I be different in a good way, NO that's not it I just wanted to never be lonely again, the thought of that saddened me.

I was thinking so much that I didn't realize my coffee was going cold, I continued working.

The same day 4:39 after lunch

I was going back to my work station, when I saw Nathan following me, I continued to walk until I got enough of it.

"What is it Nathan!" I screamed.

remembering what happened yesterday.

knowing a fact about yesterday, he charged and threatened me.
I had to do something .
" Your being called by the principal" he didn't look amused, he looked worried.

well I understand that, nothing good comes from being called by the principal, especially when he has access to private documents and dangerous weapons.

Nathan looked more worried than amused, for that I'll listen to him

"Ok, fine show me the way"

we walked in a straight
direction followed by a turn and another straight.

We passed through people that looked at me amusingly, some were laughing as hard they can and one of them was Gunther Davis.

I wanted to thunder spear his ass ( One of my greatest- creations.)