Confused

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3:56pm
Tempers bedroom

I woke up to a shower going. It was 3:56 I got out the bed and put my clothes back on. Shit man I can't believe I just slept with my boii a stud at that. Goddamit I feel so bad now I mean Yea brooke said some dumb ass petty shit but she never cheated on me. What am I supposed to do now I thought to myself. Just as I was about to walk out the bedroom temp came in scaring the shit outta me.

Where you going si?

Home I said dryly I didnt even want to talk to temper right now.

Tempers POV

I had just got out the shower. I was expecting siya to still be asleep so I could bring her breakfast in bed. But things turned out differently sadly. She was already dressed and she looked like she was hella ready to leave. I know we both play manly roles in relationships but fuck all that when it comes to sex we still females at the end of the day. Siya left my house leaving me wondering what was wrong.

Siyas pov

I left temps house and got into my car I drove home blasting nothing into somethings by Drake. When I pulled up into my driveway I started to cry. I didnt want to tell Brooke what happened but I know I had to.
I got out of my car and made my way into my house. I didn't do anything I just layed down in my bed and went to sleep.

Brookes POV

I cant believe si really left like that. I miss her but at the same time I miss dick. Yes sex with siya is amazing but its just something that I miss about being with men. I sat down on my couch and scrolled through my contacts calling siya but she didn't answer. So I went back to my contacts and hit up my guy friend Malik.
Malik was a dark skinned dread head that I knew from my job at the gym.
He Was 6" 4
Single
And he lived in a condo
He was also a personal trainer at the gym and he was very fit.
Lord knows I wanted him badly
He picked up his phone on the third ring.
Malik* hello?

Me* hey sexy you should come over

Malik* can't right now I'm working

Me* ugh Ok

Malik* Yea I'll get back with you later Doe

Me* okayy I said slowly

I hung up my phone grabbed my keys and made my way to siyas house. I still had a key so when I got there I unlocked her door and went to her room. She was knocked out in her bed so I went to her kitchen and made her something to eat. I made mashed potatoes and gravy, green beans, pork chops, and macaroni n cheese.

Siyas POV
8:00pm

I woke up to plates clattering together. I jumped up fast and went to see what it was. Brooke was in the kitchen fixing food. When she saw me standing in the living room she stopped what she was doing and stared at me awkwardly.

Siya I know you're probaly still made at me for what I said but I just wanted to come cook for you because I know you probaly had a long day today.

I'm not hungry I said looking at the ground.

What's wrong bae?

Don't fucking bae me now you weren't baeing me when you said what you said.

Chill I was jus----

No fuck you you're the reason I'm in this bullshit. You know what while you were debating if you love me or not I was being fucked by temp.

Please tell me its not true

It is I couldn't do anything it just happened.

Omg I'm so sorry to hear that si I Neva meant for any of this to happen I just wanted to tell you the truth.

Whatever Brooke I dropped to my knees and starting crying my ass off. I loved this girl but all she wanna do is play with my emotions she is a selfish bitch.

Brookes pov

Brooke dropped to her knees and started crying badly. It really hurt me to see her like this. I've never ever seen her cry like this before. I got on the ground and held her in my arms until she stopped sobbing. She finally got up and sat down on the couch with her head in her hands.

Siya baby I don't want to lie to you I'm confused about my sexuality. I love you I do but I don't want to lie to you I don't know what to do. I want to be with you. But its like I'm losing feelings.

Its OK Brooke just follow your heart. I know you can't control your feelings just do what you thing is right.

And with that being said Brooke grabbed her things and left silently.

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