A/N: I cried writing this so fair warning. I was supposed to write a fluffy one but for some reason my brain said nope. Warning, there is suicide in this and a few other things that may make you cry.
Y/N was your average girl, she had good grades, long brown hair and blue eyes. She wasn't popular but everyone liked her, she had a few close friends but she called everyone her friend. This was until a new boy joined her school.
Remington was not like Y/N, he was a punk, well, on the outside he was a punk but on the inside he was a massive softie. Only a few people knew that. When he joined the school he was immediately outcasted. Unfortunately his brothers were at a different school so he was alone. One day Y/N decided he'd had enough of seeing the boy so sad and spoke to him. This started a wonderfully tragic friendship.
Y/N was excluded from certain friends after befriending Remington, she knew that they were fake friends and her true friends wouldn't mind her speaking to the punk boy. So she continued.
One day Y/N only had her original best friends left. She was now the emo girl that most people hated for existing. This all happened in a few months because of one boy.
Remington noticed that the change had made Y/N upset, she was more quiet and she barely came into school. He loved her and wanted her to be happy. So he left. He didn't tell her, one day he was there, the next he wasn't. He thought it would be the best. If anything it made her worse.
After Remington moved Y/N didn't come to school, she never even left her room unless she had to pee or was forced to. She was growing skinnier and paler by the day and everyone in the town was worried. Remington's brother Emerson had enough of hearing about the rumours. So he told Remington what had happened to her thought he didn't know everything. Even though Remington told him not to even mention her name he thought it would be right. Remington was sad hearing what had happened and wanted to surprise Y/N for her birthday that was coming up in a few weeks.
Emerson visited Y/N often, he told her that Remington wanted her to be happy and that's why he moved away, he told her that she needed to at least try to eat more than a few pieces of food a day and that she needed to leave the house. She didn't listen. Emerson visited her often until one day he stopped. It was sudden and unexpected, he had promised to always be there for her and she was sad. Her condition grew worse as her Birthday grew closer, Remington didn't hear from Emerson and was worried that something had happened. He made his way to the town. To see the girl he was so desperately in love with.
Y/N thought no one worried about her, after Emerson stopped visiting she had no idea what was happening in the world, her mom was working and probably didn't even notice anything wrong, at least that's what Y/N thought. Her mom had called Remington the day before her birthday, not knowing he was already in town. She told him to come over early and apologise for causing Y/N so much grief.
Remington had been gone for months, when he arrived at Y/Ns house he barely recognised the place he once knew as his second home. There was no car in the drive and he had assumed Y/Ns mom had left for work, he opened the door with the key he kept with him and looked for Y/N. the house was empty.
Y/N was in a worse condition. In hospital. Tubes around her body. Doctors popping in and out. Her mom crying in the chair next to her bed. She couldn't move. She was weak. She felt bad that even in her condition, she only thought of Remington. She had loved him and she realised that too late. Now he was gone.
Remington asked around for where Y/N would be. Most people said they didn't know but one person, told him the answer that worried him the most, the hospital. Remington sprinted to the hospital. He never knew he could run so fast as he arrived at the desk and asked for Y/Ns room. The receptionist told him the number. He ran up the stairs to her room and opened the door so fast Y/N could've had a heart attack right there and then.
They both broke down as they saw one another, Y/Ns mom had gone to get some food so it was just the two. Remington held Y/Ns hand, he sobbed at her fragile body. He never knew just how much pain he had caused her. He apologised over and over. Y/N forgave him. He explained his reasons and how he didn't know how bad she had gotten. When Y/N mom got back she hit Remington, she swore at him for not being there and told him everything that was wrong with Y/N, she comforted him as he sobbed, realising he had no bad intentions.
Remington stayed over night at the hospital. He was scared to leave Y/N side. She died that night. Cuddled into Remington, happier than she had been for months. On her birthday. When Remington awoke to doctors rushing around, shaking the two bodies. He realised what had happened as he slept, he clutched onto Y/N sobbing and blaming himself, the staff around him cried also, seeing the boy desperately holding on to the girl he loved. They didn't know that what he was mumbling was true, he had left for too long, he should have come back when Emerson told him Y/N was in a bad state. He was the cause for Y/Ns death and he would never forgive himself.
He didn't let the doctors take Y/N away, he wanted to be with her, he felt comfort seeing her face so peaceful, no pain.
Y/Ns mom had come in late at night, seeing Remington cuddled up to her daughter she thought the call was wrong. She thought her daughter was still alive. But when she noticed the machines were disconnected, no tubes around her body, the tissues scattered around the room from where Remington had cried every tear left , she knew her daughter was gone. She cried, she couldn't move from her spot near the door, she felt a surge of hatred for the boy clinging on to her daughter, her dead daughter, she wanted to kill him, he killed her daughter.
She got her wish the next day. The doctors took Y/N away before Remington woke up. When he woke up to the empty space where her body was previously he cried more. Not noticing the crowd of people in the room. The doctors cleared the room and told him to get some food, he went to the roof. He used to sit there with Y/N when they skipped school. They had carved their initials into the wall and later that night Remington added a heart around them. He said he didn't know who did it when they came up here next. He touched the spot on the wall and stood, he looked down from the edge and saw children, walking happily with their parents. Their grandparents with them. He wanted that with Y/N.
Remington waited until the children were gone. He didn't want them to witness his death. He hoped to see Y/N again. He wouldn't be able to face her but seeing her happy and alive would be enough for him.
He didn't write a note before he leaped off of the roof. He heard screaming and someone shouting his name before he had hit the ground. Black. He was gone.
