Chapter 1: The Demons
I've been stuck in this orphanage ever since I was 6, in now 14. I've been adopted several times, but I was either sexually abused, or just taken for granted. I had a twin sister, but she is now lost forever. I doubt know where she is, she could be in a different orphanage in a different country. All I know is that I'll never see her again. I have completely no hope anymore. All my hope has been washed away from these Demons, they have started to control my life, and I can't seem to get around it now.
My name is Belle, I have a last name I just can't remember it, because I suffered from Amnesia last year, leaving all my memories. They only memory I have is with Skyler, but it is very blurry. Since she disappeared I have suffered through eating disorders, depression, and many others that I don't care to explain but the worst one is schizophrenia. They never leave me alone. My therapist has fully given up on me, but she never really cared about any of us. She prescribed me, insomnia pills, several medications for schizophrenia, anxiety pills, etc.
If I could have 3 wishes, it'd be , finding Skyler, getting adopted, and finally being happy. The last time I felt happiness was when I was little, of course I don't remember it anymore. I actually wish I did remember.
I constantly get bullied about my weight, my scars, and all my flaws. I stay in my room just to stop the bullying, but it never seems to work. Now that me and my bullies have to share a room, it becomes so much worse. They whisper and gossip about me, which I can't stop. Some of the voices tell me it will be alright, but most of them just tell me, end it already, stop feeling their pain. I can't get that thought out of my head. I wish that it would be better than what others wished. My life is complete hell, and nobody understands what I'm going through because I'm invisible to everybody, unless they need me to do something for them. Such as their chores.
I wake up early just to get mine done, and have all the other girls pile theirs on top of mine. I can't wait till I get adopted and I never return here.
That's basically all about me
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The Demons (Adopted by 5sos)
FanfictionBelle has been in the orphanage since she was 6, she is now 14. When the demons cone back she sees no hope, but that all changed once 5sos adopts her. Belle constantly tells them that she is Fine. Do they believe her or will they believe that flaws...
