I have no art and it seems I'm posting for no reason. I'm sorry. But I've been crying for the past 30 minutes off and on. Just a terrible ugly crying. Everybody around me seems to go off so happy and here's me. Alone and scared. Everyone finds someone and it just feels I'm there staring with my tear filled eyes as they get happy. But let's ignore that.
What finally calmed me down was putting down my electronic and staring at a tree. Now, it must sound weird, I stared a tree and felt so much better? Well, not completely better but a good amount better. Within the tree were fireflies, glowing magnificently against the black of the tree. It was great, the green against such black. And they'd disappear but reappeared again in unknown patterns. It was a nice thing to watch. So majestic, a magical thing to see.
I'm sorry to waste your time, but do you ever just look at the things outside around you? Because if not, nature can be beautiful.
Don't think of looking at images of the nature, no go outside and stare at the clouds or the stars. Stare at a tree with fireflies. It may just make you feel better enough not to cry, even if you're not feeling better.
Thanks for trying marshy-scribbles but can we do this sometime?
