Spirits?

Dream ~ 1

I knew at the beginning that i could'nt stop it. I was forced to see, hear and feel it. Them. I had to realise that I am forced to see them. It's nothing I can do.

Well you don't know what I'm talking about so I should probably start from the.. yeah, start.

I woke up screaming at nothing. I looked at nothing to, just the darkness that covered my room, the never ending darkness. It takes a while before something change, I felt that it was only me that could see the changes. It looked like something was getting away from me. Like it was something that was afraid of me, trying to ascape from me. A minute past and the thing disappeared, the door opens and dad comes running towards me and says: you cant stop it dear,  you cant.. we'll never leave you never!. Then he laughes. Not a nice "that was funny" laugh. It was a evil laugh. Then he wipped away, slowly but surely. A loud "beeeeeeeeeee" gets into my ears and it wont disappear. I scream the loudest I can and fall of the bed. I agree to the ears and curling me up into a ball. Then in a half second it all stops. Everything becomes white...

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I shout so high that it felt like no one could ever scream louder. After about ten seconds dad runs into my room. I realise that I am sitting upp in the bed.

"What is it sweetie?" dad says "did you have one of these dreams again?" I look blurry around and nods then with a shaking head. I find myself panting and then look at dad. He has a white shirt on and no pants. I look at my alarm clock and sees that it's 2 in the moring.

"I'm scared dad.. what if they took me.."

"No pumpkin they won't,  I'm  here right?" I nod again and hug him.

"Can I sleep with you tonight?" I ask daddy.

"Ofcourse, come on" he says and take my hand. We walk out of my room and pass the toilet. When we're in the kitchen I look around, scared. I get a feeling that someone is behind me, so I look back but it's nothing there.

Well, that was as I said from the start. But when the years has passed it has been worst. I've seen things, not only in dreams. In school, at home and it has just got more and more. When I was about 14 something happened. Something that I never expected that it would happen. It started the 21 october, two days before my 14th birthday.

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The schoolbell rings and everyone is leaving the classroom. The clock is 3 PM and I'm always leaving the classroom later than my classmates. Or more like "classmates". Cuz I doesn't really have any friends. At all. It's probably because I said that I saw "demons" and ""ghosts" or "spirits". And ofcourse everyone thinks I'm a freak. Not so surprisingly.  I mean if someone would say that they saw "ghosts", ( if I didn't saw then ofcourse ) I would think he/she was crazy. But now it's everybody else that think that I am crazy. Sadly in off.

"Sarah?"

"Um.. huh?" I says.

"Are'nt you suppose to go home?" It was Ms . Knighton.

"Oh.. Um.. Sorry" I says and go with my backpack in my hand. The locker hall is almost empty, there are just some 8th grades left. And a few, like two 9th grades. I put my backpack on the floor so I can put the jacket on me. I take my snowshoes and my gloves. Today is'nt it very cold or windy so I have a thin clothing. I have my rainjacket on, its not very exiting. It's just a grey raincoat. But my shoes can pay attention. It's like walking with to stars on your feet.

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"No.. no.. NO!" I scream.  I run up to my room screaming "no" . How? Why? I can't believe it! I slam the door and throw myself in the bed.

"I couldn't do anything!" dad says when he has come to my room. "You know he has done some bad things." he takes a break "I guess it just got to far.." he goes nearer me.

"Wh-what.. How diidd.. I-t happ-ppen.." I say with tears in my eyes.

"I don't know.. exactly.." he takes a deep breath "the police said he was in a.." I chopper him by bursting into tears. He hugs me.

"I know.. I know..."

I guess you wonder what happened to who. "Who" is my brother. And he.. died.. in a fight. He did some bad.. really bad things. But he was only 19.. Now his gone. Dead. His a.. spirit..