Spirits?

1 year later ~ 2

I never understod why it all happened to me. Why I have to see it.

"I swear I saw him!" I say to dad. "He stood there right in front of me... I'm scared dad.." He looks at me with understanding eyes. "I don't know what to do.." He takes my hand says:

"I've have a secret to tell you.. It's about Felix.." I look at him. Hi rises and make a moove with his head that tells me to follow him.

We goes to our safety room -with I haven't been inside for 10 years- . But when I see just the door I see thats it's not lookalike as it were 10 years ago (when I had my first dream).

Dad took me here when I said that I had dreamed about ghosts. I was confused about why I needed to go in a safety room just becuse of that. But I was just about 5 years then so I didn't knew better. He said that we were going sleep there tonight. I remember that I saw some shimmering on the floor, but after a while it showed that it just was some dust. I also have a weak member that he said something about it's normal in your age. But when the years passed I thought it was strange cuz I hadn't whached any horror movie..

I can't figure out what but it was something really strange. The door is.. shimmering? I might not be the smartest in school, but I know that doors don't shimmer. At all. And the walls. They look.. like they are a hundreds years old. What is this? My thoughts is being cancelled by a wierd sound. When we finally walk in to the room the sound disappears.

"Here. They can't do anything in here.." I look around, it's very blurry wherever I look. And it's feels like the time stopped.

"The spirits can't reach us here.. Not your brother to.."

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We sat there for hours. I had so many questions, but I didn't ask any of them. I was stuck in my thoughts. Stuck in my own world, my scary little world.

"Hi-i.. Sa-hhr-a.. Itt's m-eee, F-f-feell-iikzzz. I-ii miszz yooo-u.. Co-mme.. too u-ss.. ccome" someone says. I guess it's Felix trying to talk to me, but I'm scared. Dad is gone. I am sitting in a room. Wherever I look it's black. Dark, an endless darkness. But, if I look closely I see a figure. A human figure.
"Sza-rrraaa.." When the figure comes closer I see some few details. He holds something in his hand. He holds a gun.
"Felix?..  Felix!" I shout to him. He takes the gun and.. shot.
"Coo-mme... Saahrr-aa." He shots.. me.

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"Sarah?" a voice says "Sarah, wake up" it's dad. I must have fell aslepp. I look around. We're still in the safety room. It's still blurry and I'm wearing the same clothes as yesterday.

"Sarah, are you alright?" he asks. Alright? Why would he ask that?

"Huh? Why wouldn't I?"

"You screamed when you slept." I did?

"Oh, um.. It's fine.. I-im fine." I say.. "You said that you were going to tell me a secret.. About Felix.."

It's wierd, how the world works.. Sometimes the world is nice, it gives us good wheather. But sometimes the world is angry and mean. It gives us a bad day, or earthquakes. It depends on how we are to the world. If we're nice and take care of the world they do the same to us. But it looks like the world never gives me a good day. What have I done?