Distance

Chapter four

Jacks pov

I had just started to go for a walk to clear my head, I needed to think about what I was going to say to Elise... I didn't want my feelings to get in the way of us being bestfriends... I know she has feelings for me but there's still the endless doubts running through my head.. I hated my self for thinking them, but in all honesty what if my thoughts were true?
I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket, I toke it out and saw Elise's name at the top
Me~ hello what's wrong?
Elise~ where the hell are you jack?! The boys are worried sick about you!
Jack please tell me you're safe and that your okay?
Me~ I'm fine! Why are they worried? I've only gone for a walk..
Elise~ Well why couldn't you tell them that.. Why are you being so off with everyone, including me? I thought you had feelings for me?
Me~ Elise come on now, this is really hard for me...
Elise~ And it's not hard for me Jack??
Me~ Look I'm going to carry on with my walk, I'll talk to you later okay? I'll dm you off the account!
Elise~ oh okay then, have a nice walk and sure go ahead. I'll be waiting. Bye *hangs up the phone*

I wanted to scream to the world and moan about how stupid I was about being blunt with the one person who meant the entire world to me.. I would make it up to her when we go to LA, I would have to talk to Mikey about everything.. Because out of all the boys he's the one who knows everything that goes on between me and Elise, he even knew about my feelings before she did because I didn't want to mess things up between us, but now I know what I do I can finally think about making her the happiest girl alive. I have to learn to stop being so blunt with her because otherwise I'll lose the girl off my dreams....
I heard someone call my name, so I turned around and saw Mikey walking towards me..
Mikey~ Jack where have you been?
Me~ I just needed some time alone
Mikey~ That's not all that's up, come on I'm one of your bestfriends, tell me what's up?
Me~ I'm a idiot. Mikey teach me how not to be blunt with Elise...
Mikey~ Why what's happened?
Me~ I just keep making excuses to her because I'm scared to tell her what's happening... I know we are going to LA soon, I'm excited to meet her, but what if it doesn't go to plan? What if she actually hates me.. Changes her mind about how she feels about me..
Mikey~ She won't. I've seen the two of you on FaceTime for hours and hours on end. She fricking adores you Jack and she always will! I promise you!
Me~ I hope your right Mikey
Mikey~ Of course I'm right! Just wait till LA.. We can plan for you two to do something special together! Come on let's go back and get some food for comfort, does that sound good?
Me~ Yes that sounds really good, thank you for being my bestfriend Mikey, your welcome! I honestly don't know what I'd do without you!