Distance

chapter seven

Elise's pov

So it had been atleast 4 and a half hours since the short but yet mysterious facetime with jack, so many thoughts were running through my head.. I honestly hated myself for thinking of these unwanted thoughts.. I love him more than anyone but his behaviour lately since he told me he loves me has changed alot, its like he is having doubts, theres one massive fear that i have that ive never truly told anyone.. Because they dont understand and they would just take the mick out of the whole thing. Im truly scared that when i meet jack for the first time that he will take one look at me and be disgusted by the sight of me.. Im not the prettiest of girls and he could do so much better, if we were to make it offical.. Would it really last because of the distance.. We will see what happens.. I looked out to the sea, the sea never fails to amaze me and take my breath away! The see-through water is mesmerizing and so stunning, the beaches are trash free and very clean but also busy, the spot i always go to is hidden away so noone really knows where it is, its got such a lovely view of  the sea and plenty of sun! Id always daydreamed of bringing jack here and now ill be able to do it, i feel like the luckiest girl alive being able to meet the person i love with all my heart after 1  year of being bestfriends!