Story Of My Life (One Direction & 5SOS)

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****Year later****

Me and Zayn have been going out for a year now and thats the longest i have ever been in a relationship for, we have also got engaged 2 weeks ago, yeah me and Zayn got together that day when he took me out for dinner on my birthday, my girlfriends never come to the my party so sod them i just spent the night in a club with the boys, Luke, Michael, Calum, Ashton, Harry, Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn, we had a brilliant night I loved it, anways, back to the bit i recently gave birth to a beautiful girl, we named her Tianna, she looks just like Zayn, i actually never thought i'd become a mum at this age,

"babe you got her bottle" Zayn shouted from the lounge,

"yeah its in the jug, i just put it in there, it'll be ready in about 10 minutes"

"okay",

He loves her to bits, he won't leave her alone,

"babe can you look after Tianna for the night because im going out for a girls night"

"yeah course babe",

"okay, i wont be long"

"okay",

i wasn't really going out for a girls night, i hate to say this but i was cheating on Zayn...with...Luke Hemmings, we have been going out for a few days and i just make up excuses so i can go and see Luke, i love Zayn but i love Luke, he's lush, i can't believe though that im cheating on Zayn and i really want to tell him but then i don't, i seriously don't know what to say to Zayn about me and Luke, its so hard, i think that i might leave it for a few weeks and just tell him in 3 weeks time.

I got in Lukes house that he was staying till he goes back to Australia, so every time i went to his house you probaly know what we did, yeah we had sex. We stopped doing it because it was time to go, he took the condom off and it had split,

"SHIT Luke what the fuck",

"what?",

"look",

"SHIT",

"i know what are we going to do?",

"i don't know, it'll be fine dont worry",

"okay how do you know that, anything could happen now" I said panicking.

"Listen to me, it will be fine" he said wrapping my hands in his.

i got changed and was off home, i wasn't really worried about what just happened, i walked through the door,

"you okay babe, did you have a good night",

"Yh, yeah it was lush",

"Oh good, you coming to bed?",

"Yeah I'll be up now",

I turned my phone on silent and hid it under my clothes, I walked up the stairs and Zayn put his hand around my waist,

I knew what he wanted to do, common it would be the second time I've has sex today, is it normal to have sex twice today; oh I dunno, so after yeah we ended up having sex.

30 minutes later...

We finished and my phone started vibrating, shit I left it on vibrate when someone rings or texts, I walked over to my phone and checked it,

"Who's that babe?",

"Oh it's nobody one of those texts from Vodafone, annoying" I sighed.

"Do you want me to text than back?",

"No it's okay",

But guess who actually text me yeah Luke saying 'last night was good so you wanna so it again sometime?', shit I don't know what to say to him, Don't you think it will be a bit weird if I keep telling Zayn about me going on a girly night out all the time, fuck sake, I love all the boys and none of them know that I was cheating on them for their best friends, fuck, shall I just let it out, or shall I just run away, what the fuck can I do?, there is nothing I can do, the boys might not forgive me for what I have done, what if I become pregnant, omg this can't happen, how did I start becoming a cheat, why did my parents make me at my Nan's house, shall I run away and leave everything behind me and start new, shall I run away and still keep everything and speak to everyone but not speak to them? what can I do. I had enough about talking a load of crap I just text him back, 'yeah I loves it to, we should deffo do it again sometime'.

"You okay babe you don't look to well you've gone pail?" Zayn said,

"Yeah I'm fine" I replied.

"Okay do you want some water?",

"No it's okay",

"Okay come here",

I walked over to him, he gave me a massive cuddle and fell to the floor,

"OMG babe are you okay?" Zayn shouted.

"Yeah I'm fine" I stood up holding my head.

"Fuck" I shouted.

I fell back down to the floor but didn't wake back up.