Shadows

15. Nightmare

I woke up in a flash of fear. I gripped the sheets that were on my. The sound of thunder making its presence known to nature outside. I took in quick shaky breaths and looked to my side to see that I had fallen asleep. What time was it? I looked at the clock and it read twelve twenty.

I looked next to me on the bed to see Damon sleeping so innocently. I climbed out of the bed and walked quietly out of the room.

The Dream had been the beginning of a very familiar nightmare that still had my skin crawling. When I first went to school to learn to kill Vampires I searched for one not knowing there true strength. This was how I met Johnny my first ex. He was the worst of them all and to tell the truth I wasn't completely honest when I and Damon talked about past relationships.

Johnny was the man I thought I fell in love with and he led me to believe he loved me too. When really he was obsessed with me. He would follow me to make sure I didn't cheat on him or that I didn't look at any other man. My whole attention had to be on him.

The night mare I had last night had brought back so many painful memories both were mental and physical.

I walked down the steps and into the kitchen I grabbed a glass from the cabinet before filling the glass with water. I brought the glass back with me where I sat in front of an island and sat in the chair. The whole time I didn't even drink the water. I just stared at it. The nightmare always began with kissing but instead of Damon it would've been Johnny.

Flash back:

We had already been dating for two months. He always said I would be the only one he loved. I wasn't, but he told me otherwise.

I was lying in his room one day when he comes in with his brunet hair wet from the shower. Nothing on but a towel hanging low on hit skinny waist. I giggled when he shook his wet hair on me before bending down and kissing me gently.

I smiled at him when he pulled back he smiled too. HE leaned down and kissed me less gentle this time. When I pulled back for air he decided to blurt out, "Jade marry me."

"What?" I asked stunned and totally taken aback by his statement.

"I love you and you love me. I think we should take a huge step and be together forever," he told me. I shook my head and said, "Johnny this isn't funny. You know I won't marry you."

He didn't say anything so I pushed him of me and said, "Call me when you learn to grow up."

I heard him growl. Without warning what so ever I was thrown back onto the bed. I sat up on the bed quickly and Johnny came towards me.

"Johnny don't," I begged him. His eyes looked evil not like his vampire side but something between anger and lust.

I felt my whole body shake in fear. He grinned and said, "You won't marry me. That was one thing I wanted from you. I guess I can't get that, but there is something else I could get easily."

He was on me in seconds. I screamed, but being in a house in the middle of nowhere. My screams were not heard.

He took my chastity away from me and I was left with a wounded heart until luckily Carter came along and helped me back up on my own two feet.

End of Flash back

I was shaking by the time the memory flash back thingy ended. I got up from the chair and brought the undrunken glass of water back to the sink. I dumped the water and placed the empty glass upside down in the water drain. When I turned around there was a flash of lightning and with the flash I saw Johnny's face. I let out a terrified scream. No even a millisecond later did the lights turn on was I in hysterics.