Stockholm Syndrome

Part 1 : What I Want

For my whole life now, I have been lonely. Sure, I've had a few short term relationships over the years, but nothing memorable. Nothing that I miss. Nothing that makes me believe in love. And well, that's what I've been looking for lately. Love.
I've had a very rough childhood and I'm not the strongest of people. Therefore I want someone that can protect me, look after me and well, just be there for me. I want someone who not only wants me, but needs me as well. I like to be desired. And, to be honest, I am desired. Just not in the way I want to be. People want me for my looks. But I want someone to want me not only my ass, but the whole of me. But, so far, no luck.
My name is Ian by the way. And if you haven't guessed by now, I'm gay and I'm single. And even though I haven't found the right guy for me yet, I'm happy. Very happy even. I live a simple life with simple friends and a simple job. But even though everything I have is average, all of it together makes me happy. I don't have much, but what I do have is close to my heart and I care for it dearly.