Sam and Dean walked out of your room and Sam shuts the door, not all the way though. You assumed he was oblivious to the fact that you had heard what he had said to Dean, but you heard him as clear as day. They had been out there for a while, at least ten minutes. Then Dean walks back in, surprisingly calm. "C'mon, lets go for a ride." Dean says as he walks out the door motioning for you to follow.
You and Dean have been in the car for about ten minutes, no words spoken. "Where are we going?" you say, breaking the silence.
"Somewhere." Dean replies.
"Yeah, but where?"
"you'll see..."
Dean pulls up to the cliff that you, him, and Sam would sometimes go, sit on the hood of the impala and look at the stars. You three would just talk or if you had nothing to say you'd all just sit in silence looking out at everything. It had a fascinating view. You and Dean get out of the car and go sit on the hood just like always, but this time without Sam. You two don't talk for a few minutes, then Dean breaks the silence this time.
"Y/n, Do you have something you should tell me?"
"Didn't Sam already tell you?"
"Yeah."
"Then why are you asking me?"
Dean looks over to you, "Y/n, do you hurt yourself?" his voice quivers as he asks this. A silent tear falls down your cheek, you then cradle your head in your hands and start crying then Dean wraps you in his arms. You can tell he's starting to cry, "Why..." he whispers. You two stay there for a while even after you're done crying, Dean holds onto you tight. Almost as if he lets go he won't see you again. You two just sit there is silence, looking at the stars.
YOU ARE READING
This wasn't supposed to happen
FanfictionTW: self harm, depression, suicidal implications, (I will add more as the story progresses.)
