Hello my little beans
First off, I'm extremely sorry for kind of just hanging off writing without any notice, and leaving the chapters on a hanger. I do have a valid reason (I think) and hope you can all understand what's been going on
I have put every one of my books on hold, except for Off Key Symphonies, which I'll use to maybe update on how I'm going
The reason for this, is because of my health
I have gotten increasingly worse over time, and the pain I am enduring is literally changing how I live day to day. I am quite sick really, and can't even leave my house now when in a bad flare up. It really upsets me, but all I can do is try and rest as much as I can. I sleep so much now, practically due to how much fatigue I have now, and my pills are just becoming more and more powerful, to the point where it puts me to sleep. What is suspected, is that I have endometriosis. But they can't diagnose properly unless I have surgery, a laparoscopy
I have been put on a list to just organise the surgery, but have been put on as a category 2, which is the second most critical. Most I'll have to wait is 3 months. I'm pretty happy with that, but do pray that time is on my good side.
Some nights, I wake up with pain, I end up just crying. Countless times my Nanna has come in to comfort me at stupid hours of the night, but I can't control myself. I feel shit to say that least, and can't even walk around for too long without feeling like I'm going to faint.
I've been to the ER for it, but as I am young, for some reason, I'm not counted too seriously. Young girls with endometriosis are usually put as less important, and it's quite sad really, but hearing I am a category 2 puts me a bit at ease.
I want to thank you all for the support and the amount of patience you all have with me, I sincerely appreciate it.
I'm sorry for not being the person I wish I could be, and continue my writing, but I need to get better. Thankyou for understanding
~ Vie
