The Vampire of my Dreams

Chapter 5

When I woke up at 2pm later that day, I was soar, like really soar. Losing your virginity Is definitely painful. It's awesome during the actual event but hurts like hell after. I looked over at Ryan and saw him looking back at me "How long have you been awake?"

"Not long but it was actually quite peaceful watching you sleep." He just kept watching me as we laid there a little longer. It wasn't even awkward. I love this man so much. He's so perfect. I don't honestly know how I got this lucky. We could just be sitting quietly and doing nothing but as long as I was with Ryan it was the best time ever. I was both attracted to him emotionally and physically. We were connected in a way no one could ever be. I am his soul mate and he is mine. I don' know why but just then a random question popped in my head.

"Ryan I know you've never bitten a human but I was wondering what it felt like to be bit. I was just curious because in some of the books I've read it away to mark some one as yours and I hear it's quite...." I trailed off feeling the clear embarrassment I had heat up my cheeks to a cherry red.

"Pleasurable? When I got bit it was hell. It felt like ten billion matches were on my body. You must also remember I never said that I've never bitten a human I said I never killed a human. And yes being bitten is a way to mark some one as your mate I didn't want to do it unless you we ready and it is very pleasurable if it's with your mate...... or so I've heard."

"Oh. I was just curious. Why would you think I wouldn't want you to mark me. I love you. One more thing though......... What about when you turn me?" I was kind of heart broken that we never brought up the topic of turning. Did he not want me for eternity?

"Turn you? What? I would never damn you to this life for my own guilty pleasures."

It hurt that he would say such a thing but I understood. "Ryan I said it once and I'll say it again, I love you, I want an eternity with you. Please turn me. I can't live without you. You're my life now. Your all I have. Ever since dad left, my mom doesn't give two shits about me. Ryan I simply can't live without you!" I sounded like a three year old whining for candy but again I didn't care. I needed him.

"Oh my sweet, sweet, Danni. I love you so much ad to hear you say that, it warms my dead heart. You have no idea how bad I need you." I gave a little sigh in relief then replied.

"When are you going to change me?"

"Whenever your ready. I won't rush you."

"Well that depends on a few things. 1) Can vampires have babies? 2) Do we have to move away or fake my death if I change?"

"Yes for the first and no for the second. I would advise however to wait till senior year is over."

"Ok that's what I'll do."

"Why were you worried about the kids part?"

"Well I want to have a baby with you. I want to have a family. That's why when you didn't grab a condom earlier I didn't say anything. I love you and I want us to be a family. "

"Shit I didn't even realize I had forgotten a condom. I'm so happy you want to have a family with me. I wan the same thing. I think we should have you meet my grandma today. I want her to meet you. I would like to get you pregnancy test today before we go though."

"I would like that a lot. Just think we will l know if were pregnant by the end of the day!" I touched my stomach imagining a baby inside of me.

"I'll be right back babe, don't move." He left the room and I just sat there thinking about how amazing a life would be with a baby and Ryan in my life forever. I don't know if the baby will even be human, I don't know a lot about vampires for that matter, but I don't really care right now. I'm in complete bliss. I hadn't notice Ryan come back in until he cleared his throat. He walked toward me with a pregnancy test in his hand. "Now I want you to take this test so we can figure out if I'm going to be a dad but first I have something important to talk to you about. Now this wasn't my ideal plan but I really love you Danni." He got down on his one knee and I gasped. "Danni I've only known you for a short time but it feels like years. I love you with all my heart and soul and I want you in my life every second of it. I promise to be a good, faithful husband. Please do me the extraordinary honor and become Mrs. Peters?" I was in tears at this point and I was extremely shocked. The fact I was only eighteen passed through my head but then again I might be pregnant so it's not to young for me.

"Yes" I whispered. He scooped me up in his arms and kissed me with all his might. We started laughing and I plopped down on the bed when I felt a stick hit my butt. I realized it was the pregnancy test and grabbed it. I walked towards the bathroom and closed the door. I read the instructions carefully then peed on the little stick. When I cleaned up and set the timer for 20 minutes I walked back out of the bathroom to Ryan. "We have to wait 20 minutes then we'll know."

"Just remember that no matter what that stick says I'll always love you." I just kissed him and wait for the longest 20 minutes of my life to be over.

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19 minutes later we were sitting in the bathroom waiting for the timer to ding. I was terrified that it would say no. I want a family with Ryan so bad and I know he wants a family too. I still can't believe he proposed. I love him so much it's incredible. I heard a ding and my heart speed up a notch. Ryan grabbed the stick and looked at me. I could tell he was nervous. Hell I was nervous too but I thought it was cute that he's nervous too. He flipped the stick over so we could read the results. it said this:

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"We're having twins" Ryan jumped up and picked me up. He twirled me around and kissed me passionately. I just couldn't believe this was it. I'Me pregnant and engaged to the man of my dreams. literally.

"Ryan were having a baby!" we kissed again and then he put me in his arms bridal style. He carried me back to our bedroom. He laid me down on the bed and crawled in behind me. "what do I say to my mom? She didn't even know I was dating now I'm engaged and pregnant and I told her I was at a friends last night. she new I was a virgin. I left a virgin and I come home pregnant! She's gonna kill me. Literally."

"Don't stress baby. If you want you can move in with me."

I was really shocked by that. "Really?"

"Of course baby. I was going to ask you anyways. We can go tell her today and get you moved in. We'll go see my grandmother tomorrow instead of today."

"Oh Ryan! thank you! thank you! I love you so much! Let's go right now!"

"Ok calm down get ready then we will go."

"What about school? What will they do when they find out i'm pregnant wit your baby?"

"Well I can quit and if you want to drop out or keep going is your decision."

"Ok and I think I'll just drop out. I don't really want to continue with school anyways. I don't need it to be a photographer."

"Ok baby as long as your happy."

I sighed with content. I am so excited. I was gonna get away from my old life that I have hated since dad left. I can't wait to start this life with Ryan!