Miss Lovato

Chapter 6: i've been numb

Demis pov: don't fall for me that's all that I was thinking as I started driving to school did I really make it that obvious that I was attracted to her I had so many questions going through my head why did she say that its not good for me we came to a drop sign and I turned by head to see her mumbling the words to a song on the radio which happen to be one of my songs catch me to be exact god how could this happen this wasn't a part of what I had plan I was suppose to come to this school teach than go back to my music after a year but Mac came along and just messed up everything my song totally describe what I was feeling now my heart wouldn't settle down she was different from day one is this what love at first sight feels like? I felt like I was on cloud nine and everything was out of my control and I like it

Mac: if you stare any harder your gonna burn holes into my head you do know that a picture would last a lot longer so why don't you take one*chuckles*

Demi:*smirks and takes out her phone* thanks for the idea now ill always Have it with me

Mac:*laughs* you for real just took a picture of me we'll its only fair if I get a picture of you too

Demi:*smiles* be my guest take many as you want to

Mac: uh uh I want a selfie *winks at her*

Demi:*blushes* that's not fair Mac I only took a picture of you alone

Mac:*gasps* is the Demi Lovato denying her fan a picture how rude *joking*

Demi:*shakes her and laughs* my lovatics don't sound like that Mac you are such an ass

Mac: we'll than I guess you are falling for an ass sorry to disappoint

Demi:*worried* what no Mac I didn't mean it like that and you know that oh god I feel so horrible

Mac:*smiles* I was kidding Demi I can be a big ass if you get on my bad side but your nice and I don't think ill ever be able to hurt you

Demi: why is that?

Mac: when you pulled me away from the fight dems if I was another teacher I would have punched the shit out of them but when you got me and I heard your voice it calmed me down I don't think I could ever stay mad at you ... nobody besides drew,nessa,jillian and mason have been able to do that

Demi: we'll its my pleasure to do that Mac you aren't a bad person as you lead people to believe why don't you let them see the real you?

Mac:*sighs* its easier to let them judge I don't give two fucks what they think about me most people know how I am you know most of the teachers have given up on me but you were different I gave you shit and you gave it back to me, .. Thanks I feel like I have someone who finally believes in me again

Demi: ill always believe in you Mac its not fair that everyone keeps giving up on you I was lucky enough to have a family that supports me to this day and that's what I'm going to be to you, you can count on me for anything baby girl ill never let you down

Mac:*looks down* I didn't want to feel like this again Demi I've been numb for so long but you made me start to feel again ... Every time that you hug me or smile at me my hands gets sweaty and my heart beats faster .. What does this mean Demi? I'm scared I don't like this

Demi:*blushes and lifts her head* keep your head up princess your crown is falling ... Have you even been in love or in a relationship?

Mac:*shakes her head* I haven't ever fallen in love I've been in one relationship but I was just with them cuz I wanted to feel something but it didn't work

Demi:*sighs* Mac I think you are falling in love with Mr or at least a big crush .. Sweetie you don't need to be scared I know that you never wanted to feel again but its good cuz you would never appreciate what you have in your life I'm not gonna hurt you .. You already know that I'm falling for you

Mac: I've always been in control let letting you means risking my heart to be broken again it Means that I will always be scared that when I turn you won't be there

Demi: Mac you can let me in I swear on my life that I will take care if tu and support you in everything and anything if you fall ill be there to catch you if someone wants to hurt you that will only happen over my dead body

Mac:*smiles* you know you are really persuasive

Demi:*chuckles* I try my best listen we don't have to act on our feelings we can start being friends than maybe something more if you are willing to take a big risk

Mac: it wouldn't be fair to you Demi you ignored your feelings for way too much time and I'm not doing that to you .. But I do want to give this thing I chance

Demi:*bites her lip* so what are you saying?

Mac:*dramatically sighs* I guess that it wouldn't be so bad getting to know you so ill take you up on that  offer

Demi:*laughs* you act like I'm making you kill someone

Mac: we'll it feels that now you have the power to make me or break me..

Demi: we'll I won't do anything your going to be my warrior your so strong probably even more than me

Mac:*shocked* absolutely not you are my inspiration Demi ... I would be dead a year or so back but right when I was about to end it skyscraper came on I just looked at the pills and washed them down the toilet you saved my life

Demi:*tears up and pulls over* I thank god that it did viz you are one amazing person and wise beyond your years I don't feel.like I'm talking to a seventeen year old

Mac: I had to grow up at a young age *looks at her* can I try something?

Demi:*nods* yeah of course

Mac:*leaning in* tell me if you want me to stop

A/N: I'm back bitchesssss I love you guys for all the support that you give me and thank you so my much for reading my stories I didn't think I was good writer but you guys made me feel like I am so thank you :)