Those Lonely Nights Ft. Young Ezee

Chapter 3 : Upgraded to be Noticed

I spent the whole day getting myself updated with the help of my friends . My eyebrows were now arched , my nails were done black and silver, and Jasmine's sister put straight mid back Brazilian weave in my head . I'm not a makeup type of person , so all I had on was clear lip gloss. We were now sitting at Chinese restaurant.

" Okay Bitch , You looking sexy asf ", Jason says and snaps his fingers .

I didn't feel sexy . I feel like trash and I miss her like crazy . She was the only one that made me feel so beautiful . She looked at me like I was the only girl in the world . Other than her of course.

" Soooo, now we need to post a picture of you . You ex will see it for sure and realize she made a big mistake ", Lisa takes my phone and goes to the camera . She hands me back my phone .

" Make it seductive and mysterious . " , Jason continues to give me tips while I took an unknown amount of pictures.

I tried every angle and every pose Jasmine told me I should do .

By the time I was done 45 minutes have went by . I've never spent that much time on a fucking picture.

" Okay , now that's done ..... Which one do I post ?", I calmly say and slide my phone in the middle of all of them . Without hesitation they all dive into my phone . They started picking the perfect ones and the ones to delete.

I just sat there watching them .... I didn't know this would be such a big deal or maybe my friends just love the drama and pettiness of the whole situation . Either way I still hope this works . I want her to feel how I feel. The feeling of missing someone . The feeling of emptiness .

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They ended up posting three pictures . All of them looked amazing . Only a few minutes pasted by and my phone wouldn't stop blowing up . We searched forever for a sign that my ex was looking at my page .

After everything died down , we kind of gave up hope . She really did move on . She no longer cared about me .

Right before a tear rolled down my cheek , my phone got three new notifications .

I slowly looked at my phone .

" It's her "